*explicit content in the chapter. Please be warned.
RAIN
It's so hot.
I want to remove all the clothes and just be bare, but I can't. Liam is stalking me as I try to get away from him.
I don't want to cross that line with him. If I do, I won't have anything left, I won't have anything to hide.
Him seeing me like that is something I haven't thought about and for reasons. It's disgusting.
I am disgusting. Dirty.
But he is clean and proper.
"We can stop it before it starts," I beg him, even as I feel tears on my cheeks. It's so hard fighting my body and the urges I feel.
I feel rotten, because how can I feel like this, how can my body react to sex like this? I hate myself.
I hate my body and I hate how it feels when I am in heat.
I can't stop myself, and my hand fondles my nipples, the other going down my chest to my cock. I want to feel good… I want to feel good.
