All through my life here on earth I've always been having second thoughts if this is really my destiny, cause I'm really tired of everything but there's nothing I can do since my parent left me in this wicked world .

I'll be 22 next month which is April . I don't think I'll be happy this year again.since my parent death have never had a perfect birthday .that makes me remember the last birthday I had when my parent was alive was actually my happiest day ever .I could vividly remember I was 15 then seeing my mother with that perfect smile of hers telling me she'll always celebrate my birthday with me . But that was the last birthday we had before she died . Although I'm sad I still have a source of joy which is my younger brother Richard . I love him very much ,and I also don't joke when it comes to my brother .

Lily I'm going out with my friends to hike,I'll be back before 10:00pm .bye love you ." Said Richard before dashing out of the house .

I smiled at my brother before he left the house telling him he did not remember to pecked me before going .but my brother just left telling not to think about that today ,but that part made me smile .

After he left I started thinking again that I really need to double my work cause the landlord will start disturbing me about the house rent . Gosh !what the heck ,I'm fucking late . I need to start getting dress before ivory dragged me out of the house.

Lillian what the heck is this ...you've not taken your bathe .do you want Mrs landford to sack us for coming late . "Ivory complained .

Speak of the devil I murmured. Ivy were you chased out the house this morning .I told her ,give me few minutes I'll be done ."I told her before going back to my room .

Before I forget , ivory has always been my childhood friend ,so she's my best buddy. I love her too cause she's been there for me , we've been through thin and thick time together .that reminds me when my parent died after the funeral ,my brother and I was chased out of my father's house by my grandparents .they've never like my mother especially my grandmother .

Hey ivory I'm done ... Let's get going "I said 

Okay."replied ivory .

We ran all the way down to Mrs landford restaurant .thank God we are not late ,I entered the workers closet to change my clothes . I'm a waitress at the restaurant . After my shift ends I change my cloth back and I hailed taxi down to the filling station where I do my second part time job.As I was attending to a customer my stomach grumbled, then I realized I haven't had my breakfast . 

 After attending to him I took my break just to have something to eat. I rushed my food after that I attended to more customers before my shift end . I checked the time ,I notice I still have more time to trek down to my last job . I had to pass short route to get to the supermarket where I worked . After changing my cloth I grabbed my bag ,took out my phone if Richard called but I was disappointed he never called .

Ohh !! I worked as a cashier in ace supermarket . Not to make my work boring I connected my phone to my headphone and I started listening to my favourite music . Everybody has a dream of becoming successful ,I also have a dream ,my dream is to become a fashion designer ,open up a fashion school . And I know it will surely come to pass .

I normally don't go to church ,but when my parent was alive we do go to temple to pray in the beginning of the year ..to cut the story short I got to the supermarket before my resumption time ,change my cloth then I clocked in .

I was fucking tired when I clocked out at work ,I dragged my feet down to the main road just to hailed taxi cause I don't think I can trek down to my house this evening . After getting to my doorstep I paid off the driver before entering the living room ,I notice Richard is not back I tried his number but it's not going through . I remember what he told before going out .Entered my room ,took my shower ,changed my cloth then get my ass to the kitchen to make dinner . While cooking my phone rang then l checked the caller it turns out to be ivory .

Hey what's up ."I picked up 

Baby how you ,have you gotten home ?"asked ivory 

Yup buddy ,what 'bout you are you home ? "I asked 

Yes just got home . I have a good news for you .....we have chance to go back to school again ."said ivory .

Really!!what do you mean about that ."I asked .

Yeah I learnt from a friend of mine that there's a scholarship program in university of Sunderland and it's actually a fashion school . But we'll have to write exam for the scholarship .and it's only 10 top student they want to choose for the programme. I'm really happy ."ivory said 

I'm really happy too . Should we apply for it .I really want to go ,"I told ivory .