I hope that this little entry, and this BIG holiday finds you all well.
-if you are one to celebrate that is!-
I thought I would put a chapter out before the year was out, and I figured you all would appreciate a bit more reading material for your winter breaks lol.
I am at work, but I will be okay.
I have bills to pay, and my birthday is just around the corner.
I hope you all have a dope day, and the rest of the year is just as good to you.
I won't keep you waiting!
See you all back here soon enough!
Enjoy!
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January 14th, 2013.
Journal #052.
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It's been a while, but isn't it always a while between entries?
I need to keep up with this.
It keeps my mind from being so full.
I and XXXXX are still together.
That's not bad lol.
A bit strange, but not bad nonetheless.
I can say that I love her -and mean it.-
So why not make it work until it just works or just doesn't?
I can't say that I've been looking any place else, and that not be a lie.
I've no desire to leave or look.
I just yearn for the single life every now and then.
That's just who I am.
I probably will never be able to help that.
Maybe one day with the right mate it will fade away...
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It was always a while between my writing, and I have broken that habit these days.
I tend to write nearly every day that I work, and take the weekends off, although I should record some of those things as well lol, and I do now that I think of it.
Those should be crowd-pleasers in a decade or so lmao.
-I was with this young lady for a bit if I can recall correctly.
It was weird to me because she was genuinely not my type, but I really cared for her on a level that I had not anticipated. It was something that would come around later to bite me in the ass.
-I was one to look for love, and in that I was always one to look for people looking for me, you know?
I think that I was struggling with monogamy and I had no idea that maybe my heart wasn't made to love and care for just one woman.
I think that I will always be poly unless someone comes along and just blows my world apart...
I have been through so much at this point that I just can't care to be and project "The best man in the world" anymore. I will love and let love.
I will live and let live.
Love will come to me, or it won't lol
Such is life folks.
Let's make 2025 a good year, yeah?
I will see you all back here soon enough, if not?
Happy Holidays, and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay vigilant.
-Redd.