My head throbbed as I went over the various admin files I had to do for the team. It had been two weeks since that night with Eli and I craved more.
The night after and since my bed felt cold and empty. I hadn't realised how much I'd missed sleeping next to someone. Being with Eli that night helped me realise I was ready to move on, the only problem was, I wanted Eli and he was getting over a bad breakup.
In some ways, he reminded me of Matthew, his sassiness, his kindness. Though Matthew was far more mellow and easygoing than Eli.
"Yo! Coach!"
I startled and jumped up instinctively, ready for whatever. Mattie, the captain of my team, was standing leaning against the doorframe of my office.
"Sorry Mattie, what's up?" I asked.
"Nothing, you've got a visitor. Oh, and everyone's left," he told me before waving goodbye.
I went to my door and smiled when I saw Eli. My smile instantly fell when I noticed his face, he looked pissed off.
"Hey! This is a nice surprise, what's up?"
Eli walked past me and into my office. I shut the door and watched as he angrily threw his bag down and took a seat. I sat at my desk and faced him.
"What's going on?" I asked again.
He rubbed his face and groaned into his hands. I resisted the urge to pick him up and hold him, I didn't think he wanted that.
"Do you have a lot of work to do?" he asked quietly.
"No, not really. I've just finished …"
I didn't get a chance to say anything else. Eli crawled onto my lap and kissed me. He ground his hips into mine and I groaned.
"Eli?" I moaned as he moved down my neck.
Instead of answering, Eli continued down until he was knelt in between my legs. He instantly went for my tracksuit bottoms and pulled my hard cock free.
"Eli?" I asked again, stopping him from touching me.
"Please Cam, I need this," he pleaded.
I wanted to argue, wanted to ask why but I decided to let him have what he wanted. He lapped at the head and I groaned. My hand instantly went into his hair and gripped the long strands.
His mouth wrapped around me and I bucked. Eli gagged a little but continued to suck. Eventually, he pulled back and looked up at me. Lust shined in his eyes as he stood, pulled down his jeans and bent over my desk.
"I need you to fuck me! Hard and fast!"
I was aroused and confused. A quick glance out the large window that my desk faced, confirmed we were really alone. So I bent and lapped at his hole. He moaned and twitched against my mouth.
"Now Cameron, please!" he begged.
Instantly, I stood and pushed my cock against him. The feel of his tight hole pulling me in made me groan loudly. His wet heat enveloped me as I pulled back and then pushed forcibly back in.
"Yes!" he called out.
I started to piston into him as he braced himself against my desk. The hard-wood slammed against the wall and the sound filled the room along with his moans and my grunts.
"I'm gonna cum!"
"Yes, Cameron, me too!" he moaned.
We both came with a grunt and a moan. I spilt inside him whilst he came on to the floor. Slowly, I pulled out and sat on my chair. My now limp cock was still out as I panted. Eli was panting too until he turned and started laughing.
"Shut up," I groaned.
Eli grabbed some tissues off my desk and cleaned himself as well as the floor. He had me hard again seeing him on all fours with his ass aimed at me. He then turned to me and cleaned me as well before reluctantly putting me away.
"Are you going to tell me what that was all about?" I asked.
"Let's go back to your place first," he suggested.
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Eli sat on my sofa whilst I busied myself in the kitchen making him a coffee. Once done, I took the seat next to him and passed him the steamy cup. He sighed as he sniffed the soothing aroma.
"Eli?"
He sighed again before looking up at me.
"I'm sorry," he sighed. "I just needed that."
"Look, I'm not complaining but I need to know why. Especially since I've not heard from you since that night."
"Yeah, you're right. I wanted to message you, but I honestly didn't know what to say. What do you say to a guy after a one-night stand? Especially to a guy who is also your brother's best friend?"
I laughed and nodded. I'd thought the same thing. Blake had asked me how Eli was the day after and I couldn't tell him 'oh he was fine, I'd royally fucked him senseless'. Blake might kill me.
"My Ex, Noah! He called today," he started and that was enough.
"He wanted to know where I was and if I had stopped having a hissy fit. I reminded him we were done and to fuck off. I should have hung up right then and there."
"What did he say?" I asked.
"Well, he didn't speak at first. Then I started to hear what sounded like moans as well as a slight thudding. I realised he was fucking someone whilst on the phone with me. Then he said that I should stop acting like a spoiled brat and come home. He said he would bend me over the pool table and remind me who I belonged to."
"I shouted that I didn't belong to him and I would never belong to him again. He could go fuck whoever he wanted to but it would never be me. He told me to tell him where I was and he would come and get me. I hung up then, I shouldn't have waited for his response."
I could see his fists clenching so I pulled him into my arms and squeezed. He clung to my chest as sobs slowly racked him. A huge part of me wanted to grab Blake and find this loser and beat him senseless just like Blake had wanted to.
"I'm sorry," he mumbled against my chest.
"Don't be. I get it now," I told him, raising his head.
"You do?" he asked shyly.
"Yeah, he didn't just upset you, he didn't just betray you, he disrespected you in the worst possible way. He doesn't deserve you, Eli. You can do so much better than that douche, hold out for someone who'll only want you."
Eli gave me a small watery smile and I rubbed the stray tear away.
"Aren't you angry that I used you like that?" he asked.
"Oh yeah! Of course I'm pissed. How dare you come and make a fantasy of mine a reality by giving me amazingly hot sex in my office with a sexy-as-sin guy. That was such a shit thing to do," I teased with a smirk. "I should punish you severely."
"Oh really! What are you going to do? Spank Me!" Eli laughed and playfully slapped me on the chest.
"Oh, you asked for it," I teased.
"Big baby, are you a man or a mouse?" he laughed cheekily.
"Why you cheeky little…" I teased, as he ran off towards the bedroom.
However, he didn't get that far. I pulled him and we playfully tussled on the bed before collapsing against each other in a fit of laughter.
We stayed like that for another hour before Eli's stomach broke the silence. With a laugh, we parted. As I made us something to eat, he stood at the counter watching me. Eli moaned again as he ate. I smiled as I ate mine, I loved how he enjoyed my food.
After dinner, I could see he was reluctant to leave. So I suggested that he spend the night. Without hesitation, his whole body relaxed as he smiled and nodded.
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I awoke the next morning with a warm hot body wrapped around me. Eli's head was laid on my chest whilst one of his arms and legs was wrapped around me. My face broke out into a huge smile whilst a tear formed in my eyes.
This sight reminded me of Matthew. I would often wake to find him like this. With a heavy heart, I waited for the feeling of pain or guilt to wash over me, to make me feel like I was cheating on him. It never came.
Instead, a feeling of warmth spread through me. I knew it wasn't love, too early for that. Instead, it was more like affection. Just like it did when I first met Matthew, only this time I was honest with myself about who I was.
I'd resisted Matthew at first, I couldn't have a relationship like others. I'd travel a few towns over just to hook up. He persisted and despite how it ended I was glad I took the chance.
Slowly, Eli started to stir. Lazily he stretched and sleepily smiled at me. I smiled as I brushed a stray strand of hair off his forehead.
"Good morning!" he yawned and I laughed.
"Good morning," I answered.
"What's for breakfast," he asked as he sat up.
My laughter increased, and he stared at me with crossed eyebrows.
"What's so funny?"
"Nothing!" I told him before getting up. "I guess I should get into the kitchen, someone is hungry."
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Eli followed me through the apartment.
"I'm sorry Cameron, I didn't mean to … I can cook if you want?" he insisted.
I stopped and stared at him.
"You can cook?" I asked.
"Well, I can make a mean beans on toast," he blushed.
I laughed before pecking him on the cheek and going back to my fridge.
"As tempting as that sounds I think I will cook us some bacon, eggs and sausages," I told him.
"God yes!" he groaned, taking his familiar seat on the island.
Once again, he watched me cook and I found I liked the attention. Then Eli wolfed his food down with his usual moans. Watching the way he ate those sausages made me hard, leak pre-cum and shift in my seat.
"What are your plans today?" I asked.
"I don't really know, I still have no idea what I'm gonna do."
"Well, I have to get to work soon but you're more than welcome to stay here," I offered.
"Really?" he asked with a mouthful of food. "You wouldn't mind?"
"I offered, didn't I?" I laughed.
"That would be great," he beamed. "I love Ma but she's always checking up on me and I don't have the chance to really think. I haven't told her about Noah, she just knows I broke up with him. I know she means well but I need the space."
"Well, you have it here. I should be back around five, so if you decide to leave before that just drop the keys off at the school."
I put my things away and waved goodbye. It pulled at my heart as I remembered waving to Matthew but it was a good pull.