He pulled out of me and I smiled, sex with Lowell has always been the best, I crave him more and more every time I set my eyes on him. He knew how to please a woman, very much.

 I love Lowell so much. Who wouldn't? 

 Lowell was a Twenty-seven years old guy,well built; dark, tall, lickable six-packs, smoldering eyes, powerful with sharp white teeth, of course he's an Alpha everything about him screams sexy!

 I've known Lowell for four months now, I got to find out he was an Alpha the second month of us dating.

 Knowing someday Lowell will find his Luna and  I'll either be his mistress or be left alone makes my heart glitch.I'm just a normal girl with no attributes of a Luna or whatsoever. Frustrated about this fact, I got up, dressed and headed home, it was already getting late.      

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I lay in bed, I felt the familiar stirrings within my body. My body ached with a hollow longing, like an emptiness that couldn't be filled. I have been feeling it for weeks now, a restless energy that seems to come up each passing day. 

Tala, a Twenty-one year old girl, was a distant cousin of Liz. She became an orphan at Eighteen with no family to support her, but luckily for her, Liz took her in.

I knew exactly what I wanted - my instincts were craving for an alpha, a mate to satisfy my urges that are at the verge of consuming me.

But where was he? I had made out with two guys but none had completed me. Sometimes, I wonder if I will ever find my alpha or maybe I am doomed to be alone forever.

 I never told Liz who I truly was, she was skeptical. Maybe Liz will throw me out of her apartment. Nahh!! I was never going to tell her. Humans see us with this nature as monsters.

 Liz was back…

  Liz Adolf, a Twenty-five years old beautiful, slender woman opened her heart and home to me,and  formed a deep and unbreakable bond, like two threads woven together into an unshakeable tapestry. We created a bond that was truly sisterly in every sense of the word. Liz is a sweetheart that accommodates every living thing around her.

 "Liz, you're back" I said jumping from the couch to hug her.

  "Yeah, I am," Liz answered with a smile, returning the hug.

  "What is up for dinner,Tala? I'm really hungry", 

 "Didn't you have dinner at Lowell's place?" Tala snapped back immediately with a mocking laughter.

  "Stop acting silly, T. Well.. I ate but then I still needed to eat, I used a lot of energy" Liz said with a familiar look that I seemed to understand.

  Tala understood what she meant by "I used a lot of energy", ofcourse.

 For the past four months Liz started seeing Lowell. It had always been Lowell this,Lowell that. Well… I was happy for her though.

 I went to the kitchen to prepare something for us to eat for dinner, I was still pondering about my emotions.

How long till I get to find my alpha, my emotions were eating me up already.

 "Tala, what's burning!!!!" Liz shouted from the living room.

 Shit!! I put food on the fire. I ran to the kitchen and discovered it was filled with smoke.

 What the hell is wrong with me lately? I've been acting weirdly of late. 

"What's up with you, T? You've been acting really withdrawn lately. The other day, you left the shower running and I had to come put it off, is everything okay?"

 "Yes Liz, I'm fine" I lied.

 How was I supposed to tell her what was wrong with me?

  "If you say so then, you know you could always talk to me concerning any of your worries right? I'm always here for you as your big sister" Liz said and tickled me.

 Sweet Liz! How I love her so much.

"So.. Lowell said he'll be visiting soon, I can't wait for you to meet him," Liz said clapping her hands with a lot of excitement.

"I can't wait too, I've heard so much about him and I can't wait to see him, your prince charming" I winked at her playfully.

 Awww… she looks so in love, I wish that was me right now but here I am struggling with some stupid emotions in my head. I wasn't even supposed to be feeling this way, I don't know why this is happening to me.

 I went to my room and tuned on the radio, the popular Paul Simon song "Father and daughter" was playing and my emotions kicked in again!

  It hasn't been easy recovering from my Mum and Dad's death, the accident is still fresh in my head till date…

 After a boring day at work, my Dad came back and decided to take me and Mom for a ride in his car, although it was already rickety, it served us a lot.  I remember a truck coming in the opposite direction, there and then, the brakes failed.

 I screamed and screamed but before I could say any more things, I passed out.

I woke up at St. Anne's Hospital, Ohio.

Memories of everything that happened replayed in my head and I started screaming my Mom's name. My aunt Liz who was a distant cousin but fond of me was there, she patted me till I slept off.

 I woke up alright and the news of my Parents death was relayed to me, I couldn't cry, I sat there helpless. They were my world, everything about me revolved around them. 

 As I layed on my bed soliloquising, I slept off.

   He pulled my chin up, I couldn't see his face clearly but I saw his body. Well.. built, Damn!! Who the hell is this? And why can I see his face clearly?

  He was caressing my face and It felt so warm, I've never felt this way before. I closed my eyes to feel his warm hands on my face, my heart was racing so fast.

"Beep beep beep" my ear-piercing alarm shattered my beautiful sleep. I struggled to recall the details with my sleepy eyes but they slipped through my fingers.

The face of the man in my dream was hazy, yet he left an incredible mark to my subconscious.

I sluggishly reached over to silence the alarm, a reminder of the real world waiting.

I lay there, feeling the warmth of my bed, the comfort of my pillow, and the reluctance to leave the haven of my dreams.