A journal entry: August 19th 2004.
(8 months into 15 years old.)
Love was always something that was a BIG and important part of my existence back then, as it very much is these days. But man, I was a cringy kid lol.
Okay, okay. I was a QUIXOTIC kid lbvs.
You'll see what I mean soon enough.
You'll roll your eyes like I did lol.
Enjoy.
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Today was actually a good day and I have been having a pretty good knight to.
*I had some weird habit of using knight with a 'k' in place of the normal night lol.
I talked to *XXXXX for a good two hours!
It was actually pretty interesting!
I don't know why I ever doubted our relationship.
I know she loves me, and I love her too. I hope we can have a good future together through good and bad. I will always love her, and hopefully her the same for me.
I WANT to marry her.
I WANT to be with her in my future life...
And I WANT us to share a child
But I KNOW it will be hard for us...
But I KNOW we will make it because God will help us along the way.
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Lort have merbies...
Listen...
I was 15.5 years old man.
Give me a break.
I was KNEE-DEEP I tell you!
My emotions were on 10/10
Alicia Keys had just dropped "My Boo"
JoJo dropped "Get out"
And Mario Winans dropped "I don't wanna know"
It was a hard and pubescent time for me folks!
Don't judge me.
Half of you were singing Backstreet Boys back then lol.
I was an N'SYNC fan.
See you soon folks.