Some people are blessed ! They understand their body , their feelings , they understand the signs their body gives them,unfortunately I'm not one of them .
As I layed in bed I realized I was a stranger in my own body , sometimes I don't even know who speaks through me . " Why don't you ever knock Ale ?" I was seriously tired of him " I came to spend time with you why would I knock ?" The audacity of the boy " You know Rami always knocks right ?!" I don't get why he just wouldn't knock ! " I'm the better looking brother " So much pride in the body of one person on a normal day is catastrophic " What do you want ?" Why he was smiling ? I had no idea " never mind ! Just remembered I have something doing ! See ya later D " I'm very sure I looked like I was about to explode , because that was how I felt " did you just come here to annoy me Ale ? " Smiling when I'm angry is a default setting in my body " yes " he walked away . I got two hours of sleep before .." Diana!!!!!!!! Diana!!!!!!" I jumped out of bed , scared out of my mind as I ran downstairs, just to find a Fuming Ale " you better have called me because you found out you are dieing soon" i said as i slumped into the couch " you scared me " tsk i rolled my eyes at him " Could you please tell Rami over here that I am your favorite brother !" He huffed so sure of himself , even I didn't know if I had a favorite, or wasn't ready to admit that I had " huh ?" He looked offended by that " don't 'huh' me I said you should tell Rami that I'm your favorite brother " why was he so worked up about this ? What where they even talking about ! " Why would I do that ?" It was a very simple question" what do you mean by that!? look at Rami he's smirking already ,tsk" Rami was really smirking " I told him I'm your favorite brother and he said it wasn't true tell him it's true " at that moment I saw a big baby throwing a tantrum " he's not wrong though Ale ! I don't have a favorite brother " liar liar liar the words rang in my head " Oh so Rami is your favorite?! Unbelievable" with a glance towards Rami " No he's not . I don't have a favorite" liarrrrr liarrr the words rang louder " You are meant to have a favorite, you can't love us equally , I'm better than him " like I said a baby throwing a tantrum " Shut up Ale " Rami retorted as he walked away " you have to have a favorite " Ale scooted closer to me trying to convince me " I don't! maybe if you treated me better ,I'll have a favorite " i didn't expect him to even accept my Indirect offer " i will! " But he surprised me " huh?!" I feel like that was my word for the day " I'll treat you like a princess , you just wait and see " I was stunned as I watched him walk away .