Seven years later Time flies over us ,It leaves it's shadow behind , Nathaniel didn't know how true that statement was before he died , I know it's a fact . Few years ago all I knew was my mama and now I'm forced to socialize uncle says and I quote "you are 17 princesa , you cannot be home schooled your whole life " yes i asked him to just home school me but to no avail.
Now I'm standing at the front of the huge gate of EC university and I'm not feeling shit ."You will do great princesa , now get in the car the gates opening " i don't believe that one bit but I say nothing as I get in the car . Why would the building itself be far from the gate ? Why the hell is it so big ? Why am I even here ? What am I doing? I hate you uncle !! Do I ?, these are things I asked myself before we got to the main building "isn't it beautiful princesa ?" No it's not
" It is " not !! But I can't say that to him , this is the university he attended with my mum and my cousins and now I attend !! I won't crush his family tree dream " I knew you would love it ! " So much enthusiasm, I hate it , how does one even be so happy I forgot how to be happy two years ago . " If there's any trouble you call me okay ?!! And don't forget I'll always be here for you , and I'm sure your cousins will be here soon to show you around. Always keep in touch with me " he talks too much these days " I know uncle I will " I let him go with a wide smile , one I've learnt to use often now no matter how fake it is ! I watch his car go in the distance and the smile falls , God knows my cheek hurts Everytime I do that .
It's not too late to turn back and call a ride but that won't be me, What the hell ?! I've not been me , I doubt I remember who i am
"Ouch ! " that's most definitely not my voice , I turn to see bright blue eyes staring at me with .. what is that look on her face ? " I'm so sorry , I wasn't looking ! I'm quite clumsy " I should say something right ? That's why she's still staring at me " uhmm !! It's okay you can't help that you are clumsy " why does she look nervous , ew " I guess umm I'm new here , it's quite obvious ! I'm Stacy , Stacy Hawthorne " great now we are on name basis? Hell no " Hi Stacy , Bye Stacy " I feel her gaze on me but I couldn't care less .
" Hey big girl " finally " you were meant to be here hours ago , I now know a girl named Stacy who I don't care to know or is it didn't? Where were you ??" We've all grown in the space of seven years literally, I envy the twins they grew for the better , I'm just there " English isn't your problem! and you should start making friends plus I'm late by thirty minutes " always so nonchalant " Hello Ale "
" Rami couldn't be here for obvious reasons , he's a broody MF " that's the one thing that didn't change ! Their personalities it's still the same " I listen to him blab on about how annoying Rami is , honestly he's the annoying one , but I'm not going to tell him that . " Are you listening to me ? " Like I have a choice " yes " tsk " so you are in the main hall now , and if you had befriended Stacy , you wouldn't be alone now "
" I don't need a friend I can handle myself "
" Of course " the school is freaking big " any questions?" Of course I have questions" yes where is Rami ? "
" That's not a question and he is in his dorm , he said I should tell you he will visit you later "
" And you don't think you should have told me that since ?"I'm reminded of the reason why I dislike him , yes I no longer hate him
" My presence is enough for you girl now up you go " he shoo's me away like I'm some pest .
I finally get to my dorm , the teacher or whatever they call them are nice not like I need their niceness .
" Oh !! Hey roomy " why would a person's voice be so sharp ? .