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Chapter 11 - Chapter 9

Vince

The alarm clock's usual 6 AM buzz was a distant memory. Now, as I lay in bed at 9, Sophia's legs were draped over mine, her arms wound around my neck in a way that felt both intimate and impossibly right. The sunlight trickled through the curtains, casting a golden hue that seemed almost surreal in its warmth. Outside, the world felt like a distant echo, irrelevant and unreachable.

This was never part of the plan. As her boss, I was supposed to maintain a professional distance. But after seeing her shattered state the night before, I couldn't bring myself to leave her side. And as I lay here, feeling the soft press of her body against mine, I knew that staying had been the right choice.

She had endured such a devastating day, her vulnerability pulling me in like a magnetic force. Despite our short acquaintance, my protectiveness had taken over, and now, convincing myself otherwise felt like an exercise in futility.

God, she was so beautiful. So beautiful I could spend forever memorizing the pieces that made her. Her hair was a mess, cascading around her face in wild waves, her skin soft and warm against mine. Her breathing was steady, a gentle rise and fall that was almost hypnotic. I couldn't help but watch her sleep, feeling a strange mix of tenderness and protectiveness swell within me. Every part of her seemed to fit perfectly against me, as if she belonged there, in my arms, in my life.

The way her eyelashes rested against her cheeks, the slight curve of her lips as if she was on the edge of a smile—it was all captivating. Each little detail seemed to tell a story of its own, a story I was desperate to learn. Her scent, a mix of lavender and something uniquely her, filled the air, wrapping around me like an embrace.

I admired the way her body curved gracefully against mine, the delicate lines of her collarbone, the subtle strength in her shoulders. There was an undeniable elegance to her, even in sleep, a quiet beauty that seemed to glow from within. It wasn't just her physical beauty that held me captive; it was everything she was. Her resilience, her kindness, the way she faced the world head-on despite the hardships—it all drew me in deeper.

I could feel her heartbeat, a steady, comforting rhythm that seemed to sync with my own. There was something profoundly intimate about this moment, lying here with her, feeling her warmth, her trust. I felt an overwhelming urge to protect her, to be the one she could rely on. She stirred slightly, nestling closer to me, and I couldn't help but smile.

In this quiet moment, I realized how much she meant to me, how much I wanted to be there for her. The thought of her waking up and seeing the vulnerability she shared with me made my heart race. I wanted to be the one to make her smile, to ease her burdens, to share her joys. This unexpected connection between us was powerful, undeniable, and I knew that no matter what, I couldn't let go.

"You're staring," Sophia murmured, her voice thick with sleep, pulling me from my thoughts. Her eyes fluttered open, revealing a depth of emotion that took my breath away.

"I can't stop," I admitted, my voice a low rumble in the quiet room. It felt like the most honest thing I had ever said.

Sophia opened her eyes fully and looked up at me, a soft smile playing on her lips. Her gaze was warm, filled with an understanding that went beyond words. For a moment, everything else faded away—the danger, the fear, the uncertainty. It was just the two of us, wrapped up in each other, finding solace in the simple act of being together.

The weight of the world seemed to lift, leaving only the two of us in this fragile, perfect moment. I could feel her heartbeat against my chest, a steady reminder of the life and warmth she brought into my otherwise cold and structured world. Every instinct I had screamed to protect her, to keep her close, to never let go.

As I brushed a strand of hair from her face, she leaned into my touch, her eyes never leaving mine. There was a vulnerability there, a silent plea for this moment to last. And in that instant, I knew that whatever came next, I would face it head-on, for her.

"How are you feeling?" I asked, my fingers tracing soothing patterns on her back.

She sighed, nestling closer to me. "Better, thank you."

"I'm glad," I replied, my voice softening. "Do you want to talk about what happened yesterday?"

Sophia's expression darkened, her body tensing slightly. "I... I had a panic attack," she began hesitantly. "The gunshot, it brought back memories... bad memories."

I tightened my hold on her, my protective instincts kicking in. "Do you mind telling me what kind of memories?"

Sophia hesitated, her gaze distant as if she were seeing another time and place. "When I was eighteen, I found my parents shot dead in our living room. The man who killed them... he pointed a gun at me too, but he never shot. He just ran away, leaving me there with their bodies."

A cold chill ran down my spine as I imagined the horror of that moment. "Sophia... I can't even begin to imagine how terrifying that must have been."

"It was," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "Seeing you with a gun when you shot Robert... it brought it all back. The fear, the helplessness. I thought I was over it, but I guess some wounds never fully heal."

My heart ached for her, and I wanted nothing more than to erase those painful memories from her mind. "I'm so sorry, Sophia. I had no idea."

She shook her head, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. "It's not your fault, Vince. You've done more for me than anyone else ever has."

I brushed a strand of hair away from her face, my thumb gently caressing her cheek. "I'm here for you, Sophia. Always."

A tear slipped down her cheek, and I caught it with my thumb, my chest tightening at the sight of her vulnerability. "Thank you," she whispered, her voice barely audible.

I leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead, my lips lingering against her skin. "Anything for you."

The room fell into a contemplative silence, and Sophia took a deep breath. "Vince, what we're doing… it's not right," she said, her voice trembling slightly. "You're my boss. We can't pretend this won't have consequences."

Her words felt like a stab to my heart. "Sophia, I care about you. I can't just shut that off because of our professional roles. And there won't be any repercussions for your career as long as I'm in charge."

She pulled away from me slightly, creating a small distance that felt like a chasm. "But we have to, Vince. This… is getting complicated, and it's only going to get more complicated. "

Anger and frustration bubbled up inside me. "So what are you saying? That I should just ignore what I feel?"

 "I'm saying that we need to be realistic. We can't have a repeat of what happened here ." She sits up, getting ready to get out of bed.

I sat up as well, running a hand through my hair in exasperation. "Realistic? What's realistic about denying what's right in front of us? About pretending like there's nothing here?"

She stood up fully, her nightdress clinging to her form, accentuating every curve. The room was charged with an electric tension as she faced me, her stance both powerful and fragile. "Vince, please understand. I know you care. But this... this can't go on. We need to be practical."

I glanced at her, my breath catching at the sight. She was wearing a short, sexy nightdress that clung to her hips, her nipples hard and visible through the thin fabric. God, she was beautiful every second of the day.

"I'm holding onto my last strand of self-control," I growled, my anger replaced with desire. "And you're standing there in front of me with that short nightgown telling me to be practical."

The room felt as if it were closing in, a heavy silence thick with unspoken desires. Sophia's eyes widened, a shiver of awareness racing through her as my gaze lingered longer than it should have. She quickly grabbed one of the sheets and wrapped it around her body in a desperate attempt at modesty.

"Vince, this isn't fair," she whispered, her voice trembling with a mix of defiance and raw vulnerability. "I'm not trying to seduce you. This is serious."

"Trying to seduce me?" I echoed, my tone low and edged with a sinister amusement. "You're doing it effortlessly. It's almost as if you're playing a game you're already winning."

Her cheeks, flushed with a deepening crimson, betrayed her inner turmoil. The vulnerability in her eyes was almost palpable, but she steadied herself, though her voice trembled with strained resolve. "I need to get ready for the day," she said, her trembling hands betraying her calm facade. "We'll finish this conversation when I'm dressed for business."

I raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing at the corners of my lips. "Is it always this easy to make you blush in the morning?"

"God no... Vince... "Her protest was half-hearted, her usual fire dimmed as she grabbed my shirt from the chair, slipping it on with a hurried motion. She stormed out, leaving the room in a tempest of unresolved tension.

I couldn't help but chuckle at her reaction, the sight of her in my shirt making my heart race. There was something hauntingly captivating about her, and I was intent on breaking down the barriers she had built around herself, no matter the cost.