🌹Jayson's Pov 🌹
I watched her running into the bathroom with the sheets, even though she was limping a little she still managed to run before I could stop her, her giggles filled the bathroom as I sighed deeply
For the first time in so many years, I'm laughing freely, I don't know how to describe this feeling blazing deeply inside of me, it's intoxicating, contagious, it's something I haven't felt in a while and my heart is just filled with lilies and raspberries.... sweet drenching desires that lits up my dark world
Descovering her true identity is the biggest achievement of my entire life, I missed her, loved her, longed for her little touch and cheeky bone smile, a bubbly face with cute little eyes and soft plump hands, everything about our childhood was blissful and she still hasn't changed a bit
She's still smart, carefree, sassy, STUBBORN, and most of all.....my favorite
I dropped my legs and fell the cold floor sending shivers down my spine, I can't stop smiling, I would never stop smiling because I've found my missing rip, my entity, my source of happiness..... Jasmine is everything to me and now that I know I actually never lost her?, I'm going to keep her with me for the rest of our lives.....birth kids together, grow old together, and die in each other's arms
"Jayson what are you doing!!!!, Stop that!!!!" My mom's shrill voice pierced through the entire room as as little me stood in front of the huge giant mirror, decorated with pictures of me and Jasmine
My tiny eyes were dark and void of emotions as my mother's sobs had no effect on me, my limps trembling as I held the sharp pointy knife, ready to dice myself open
What I'm I living for if the only person that mattered to me is dead, I can't live without her, I can't breathe, all my brain's conscious systems were shut down as I stared stark blank at the mirror
My mom's feet trembled, as her lips quivers
"I can't live without her" my little voice said qaukly and my mom fell on her knees....she couldn't come close because if she did..... I'm going to stab myself, it didn't matter anyway because I was going to do it, I want to be with the girl that stole my first kiss, my first trust, my first concern, her dark orbs that makes me get lost in the wild world of her charms
"Son you can, trust me....I can't lose you please!" My mom yells and I smiled weakly as I slowly faced her, she smiles brightly and my smile slowly faded as she also furrows in confusion....that confusion turned to terror screams as I dived the knife into my stomach, watching my mom scream her lungs out as I fell
I fell with a smile on my face, a happy smile that I would finally be reunited with my true love, that smile was super as blood dripped endlessly, I felt no pain, no remorse whatsoever.....I was happy and fulfilled
But all that was cut short as my eyes slowly opened and all I saw was white, I smiled a little at first as I thought that I have finally made it to heaven, I'm finally going to reunite with my Jasmine, my Star!!
But I never knew heaven scented to familiar, like needles and syringes..... smell of akward patients bundled in beds with different illness
Heaven was meant to be peaceful and calm, filled with rosy and charming scents, but then it dawned on me that I never really died and I just woke up from a week comma, pains surged through me as I clenched my fists
Why is loving painful?, despitefully, wicked and heartless, love has no remorse or feelings, it will break you into shreds within a second and slowly I allowed the sneak into me and I embraced it widely
Promising myself to never fall in love, to never see anything good in love, I'd rather toy with love before it toys with me again and leave me broken
But now I'm smiling, my cheeks bones almost hurting but I don't care, my life is complete and nothing can possibly go wrong now
My chubby cute princess has transformed into a beautiful godness, but do you know I still and would still have preferred the older version of Jasmine?.
Don't look at me like that!, She was super cute with a bouncing cheeks and thick forearms, a flory princess gown that suits her perfect size, making her the center of attention, her brown orbs, coupled with her brown curls that drops all the way to her waist and her cute feet that each touch makes it feel like a pillow.
I shook my head as I remembered how she would whine and sob about being plus sized, she feels like the perfect girls are the slim ones, she says they could dress however they want without being criticized, but I killed that thought in her brain and she slowly starts to embrace herself and she became confident.
But one day, a rainy night, I stood with blood dripping from each corners of my temples as I watched their car burn, it burned right in front of me and my parents layed weakly beside the road, grively injured, i watched my Jasmine burn and I couldn't save her, I was also madly injured, my ankle region was sprained, my elbows were bloody, the senerio was tragic as my younger brother whose name brings back nothing but pains
He looked angry, of course his plans didn't work as somehow, Jasmine intervained and took the speedy truck while my dad quickly swiveled out of the way but crashed into a tress
My dad's weak gaze landed on my brother as the cops arrived, he pointed at my brother but to our greatest surprise?, he was gone, no single trace of him and I watched my Dad earase his name and renounced him as his son, completely
I slipped into my shorts as the memories of last night filled my thoughts, I smiled as I saw the naughty side of my princess, her whimpers, squirms, each sudden gasp and her clenching and nails digging, her sharp breath intakes, her arching, her screams, her longing for more everything made me filled fulfilled.
I don't usually pleasure, I gain it but last night, something changed, I didn't want her to do nothing to please me, I wanted to please her, worship her gorgeous body and in return all she needed to do was scream to the whole world that, yes!, I'm down there!
I held the door nob as I could still clearly hear the running shower, I was tempted to go in there, my whole body arched to fling the door open and make her drip, but if I do, then she might probably need crutches and I don't want that.....yet
I closed the door as I jugged down stairs and my eyes widened a little, I was smiling before but I guess it doubled because I saw the mastermind behind the return of my lost Starlight
"Mom?" I smiled happily as I embraced her, she was shocked, yes, but she reluctantly hugged me back
"Son, you are smiling?, do you realize that you are actually smiling?" My mom asked with a terrified look on her face and I chuckled
"Are you surprised?, wow, I never realized that it's been long since I last smiled" I said and scotted besides her and she nods
Turns out she's been here for a few minutes and decided not to disturb
"It's been years son, it's been eighteen years since I last saw a smile on your handsome face" she rasped in shock and I couldn't help but laugh
And she shrikes away from me, her eyes bulging out widely has she looks as if she's seen a ghost
"You are laughing too?, where's my daughter in-law?" She asked and I pointed upstairs
"I think I came into the wrong house, I will just leave" she said grabbing her bag and three expensive phones as I stopped her, my smile still intacted as she finally calmed down, a proud smile on her face as she hugs me dearly, I felt the rush of emotions in that hug
"You have no idea how happy I am seeing you smile, I thought I would come to see you scrunching your face and walking mindlessly" she said and I couldn't help the burst of emotions in me
I opened my mouth but no words came out,but rather the cutest voice that owns my heart
"Scrèw you Jay, I still can't feel my legssssssss" Jasmine trails as her voice turned high pitched at the last word, her surprised look on her face as she saw my mom sitting down close to me, I smriked as I saw the helpless crimstone of red plastered on her face as my mom furrows her eyebrows, both eyebrows standing up in a questioning manner
"What happened to your legs Jasmine?" My mom asked, obviously confused or she chose to to read the meaning to what Jasmine said
Jasmine looked flushed as she climbed down the stairs completely, her hands together in a nervous way as no words came out of her
"It's nothing Mom, just a little lesson that was learnt well"Â I said and Jasmine facepalmed herself
Before my mom could venture further, Jasmine hurriedly hugs her tenderly and she smiles, forgetting about everything as she welcomed the embrace of her only daughter in-law
Jasmine shot me a glare and she pulled away and I couldn't help but smile, my phone beeped and I excused myself, leaving the ladies to their chatter
🌹Jasmine's Pov 🌹
If embarrassment was a city then I'm pretty sure I would have been lost deep inside it as my eyes bulged out, I didn't expect to see Mrs Mantinda here, it's more than a surprise
She obviously got confused and curious but luckily, even though Jayson almost jinxed it, I somehow managed to distract her and made sure I glared daggers at Jayson
He's such a freakstar and only God knows how Mrs Mantinda would have react
Happy?
Angry?
Frown?
Or tease?
I sat besides her as Jayson excused himself and she finally looked at me
"How did you do it?, I saw my son smiling like a baby, it's been so long I saw that expression on Jayson's face" she questioned and I looked at her in the eye
I won't say it's because of my act, but maybe it actually is, or am I wrong?
I experienced something beautiful with Jayson yesterday and It wasn't an act, I meant every single word I said, I meant every single reactions and expressions, I wanted him, I needed him, I needed his touch, for some reason his touch feels familiar, it brings back memories I can't seem to remember, his lips are like strawberries coated in an ice cream pudding, it's taste so fùcking familiar, so familiar that I could almost touch it and relive it
But she doesn't have to know that, moreover all this is nothing but a game to her, she wants to punish her son, but why does it suddenly feels so wrong?
"I'm just as surprised as you are Mrs" I said with a hesated smile and she took my hands and made me face her
"Jasmine, don't let your feelings come in between the reason you are here, keep your head in the game and don't lose your guards, remember this marriage isn't real, non of this is real, mixing pleasures with business is the number one way to total destruction, remember what brought you here" she said as our eyes bored into each other and I swear to God, I actually felt a sting in my eyes, tears were gathering and I just couldn't let them down
"I understand" I said, a false smile on my face as I slowly realsed her grip from mine
How do I tell this woman that I'm not sure of what's going on in my head any longer, I'm confused and I just can't help but feel guilty, guilt is taking it's hilts on me hard
"You have two months left and I can already see great changes, keep it up" she said with a smirk and I slowly nod
Looking away from her as my heart squeezed in hurt, I can't bare the pains, it's fùcking painful and if Jayson finds out?, It's going to shatter him and I can't stand that, I won't let it happen, I care about his feelings now and he's just to good to be toyed with
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Roland's Apartment★★★
The deep pains as Mika slowly opened her eyes, she layed still as she studied her environment, it doesn't smell like her house but rather a sweet scent of marble and rosy dents, it's a really familiar scent that she's come to recognized even if she's been woken up from a deep sleep
She jerkes up instantly as the fluffy towel fell off her forehead, she pressed her neck lightly as anxiety laced through her, she started shaking, the events of last night flooding through her as she literally felt the pair of strong hands straggling her, her struggling and kicking, his cold voice and empty heart, if she hadn't pretend to stop breathing?, Then he would have surly killed her
Her breathing got heavier as she remembered she dropped her phone on the ground yesterday, she shuts her eyes closed, digging her long fingers into her hair as she tried to breathe properly
The door opened and Roland entered, he immediately smiled as she looks at him, she didn't know why he's so kind to her despite the fact that she hates him
"You are awake!" Roland said with relief as he sat besides her, she tried not to inhale his sweet scent as she shifted slightly
"Thanks for saving my life" she mumbles and he taps her shoulders friendingly
"It's okay friend, but who's that guy that wanted you dead?" Roland asked and she bites her lips thoughtfully
She doesn't know Alfred personally, of course she hasn't offended him before, they only met at the party and he insisted they stepped out for a cool ride, a cool ride to her doom
It only means one thing, someone sent him, someone wants her dead, and there's only one motherfûcker that would want her out of the way ...
Delilah!
"I don't want to place accusations yet, but I do have an idea of who sent him, and I will fish that person out and kill him or her" she said and Roland took her hands
"I will help you" he said and she looks at their hands together, he's already close to Delilah and telling him she might be the one would actually make him angry, she pulled her hands away from him and slowly stood up
"Don't worry, I will handle it and thanks once more" she said and he stopped her
"I went back and brought your phone" he said cheekily and she gasped inwardly, taking the phone from him as they shared a long stare before she finally left, her mind hazy as fúck and Delilah is number one in her suspect lists
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"Yes, Alf, nice work...." Delilah's voice surfaced the room as she sat down elegantly, her lips twrilling as she smriks while staring at the picture of Mika laying lifeless
"She's so clueless, for her to think that someone would actually want her?, That's dumb" Alfred said and Delilah almost laughed but she hands him his phone
"Ain't that cute?, she's really dumb indeed Alf, she loves Roland but she doesn't want to accept it, but now?, I'm going to make sure she never tells him, too bad she's dead now" Delilah replied as she stood up and walked up to a big picture of Roland placed in the front of her room, she caress it fondly as s beautiful smile plastered on her face
"You love him alot now, don't you?" Alfred asked and she smiles
"Alf, your work here is done so get out, that's your full payment!" She said as she tossed him a brown evelope and he caught it, he smriks as she dismissed him with her hands
She heard the door shut behind her and she slowly turned to the big poster of smiling Roland
"You are mine Rolly, and anyone who tries to take you away from me?, would definitely not live to tell the end of the story" she said as she smiles brightly, flopping on the bed as she sprawled widely, feeling fulfilled and accomplished
"You are mine Rolly, all mine"
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