Chapter 41 - Change and improvement

I couldn't quite get it , I've been trying to merge my magic with mana but I'm failing everytime in every logical way I can think of. I just know that this will make me stronger somehow, there's this voice inside me urging me to do it and this feeling has guided me since the beginning of this unknown path. I sighed and closed my eyes for the twentieth time today , I felt the mana inside me. Mixing or pouring my magic in it didn't work at all so no more logic and being safe, let's try something insane then.