Days passed and it started to look like I know what I'm doing, atleast that's what it looks like to me. Calestia's hand is rough but I have witnessed how the results will be always smooth. I still know nothing special but I'm able to hold my ground with a sword in my hand. As much as having a gentle teacher is great but I feel it is better to have a teacher that is rough and doesn't hold back , teaching and forcing your brain to learn how to function properly in sever situations. I definitely don't want to be babied because of this: 'youre not ready ' sentence that a lot of teachers or masters use. The world , time and every living being won't wait or go easy on you just because you're not ready so I love that Calestia is not holding back because it means he doesn't want to hold me back.