Right now I'm dripping with sweat or maybe I'm not because I'm not using my physical body but if I were in the real world I'd be soaked with sweat. It's only been five steps and I'm already having trouble breathing , I'm starting to think this blinding light isn't just a normal light. Theres a suffocating heat coming from it making it hard to breath, I feel like my knees are going to give out any moment now cause I'm so hinged. Heat and the heavy mountain on my shoulders , I hope there won't be more but all this makes me firmly believe that my questions will be answered when reaching the darkness. I should be scared cause there might be a monster waiting for me but I'm actually not, even that is better than not knowing about my magic. Beside the struggle this is exciting and intriguing cause I have nothing against the darkness.