Both Yohan and Rain enter the hospital together, Rain was speaking, smiling to the one next to him, and both did take the attention of everyone, because Rain did look fully attractive
Yuki turned looking at the two when she was also just arriving a little before…
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Yuki POV:
I see them coming, smiling, touching each other, seems like they are both happy…
Before, i… I felt…
I felt…embarrassed meeting a stranger…
I felt…excited getting the help from that stranger…
I felt…curious why he act so anti-social
I felt…safe hugging him when we got attacked
I felt…happy when he asked how I am
I felt…joy when I kept bothering him around
I felt…my heart beat faster when he helped me at the bus
I felt…shocked when I hear Rain telling him he had feelings for him
I felt…sad knowing I am getting engaged to someone else
I felt…happy knowing that Rain had Fourth as his lover
So I had a chance…
I felt…the urge to separate them when they get closer because fourth exists!
But it was unbearable knowing that stranger I grow interest at is the same as the one Rain keep telling me about for 5 months.
I cried a river…
And now i…
I feel jealous.
I smiled to the two telling them good morning, the only thing I am good at is acting the opposite way that I feel, and maybe that one of my biggest mistake. I saw Yohan looking at me asking if I am okay, his 'still concern' of my feelings gets my heart weak for him more and more, I nodded but he seems like he didn't buy it at all. But that's fine I don't want him to…
Sometime it feels good thinking he is my Fiancée
But I don't want to be the bad person, Rain always fight for me against his family, protect me with all what he got, I shouldn't be feeling like this! I shouldn't be wanting the only thing I ever see him wanting to have for himself!
But my heart thinks… not my brain… my heart wins… not my brain…
I went home that evening crying a river again, glad my sister is always a good listener or I would be exploding on my own!
She told me that it is fine to love someone, it is fine to love the forbidden!
"Yuki should I talk to Rain for you?"
I looked at her, she is like a big sister to Rain, but I don't want to be the bad one, If I love him I will be happy if he is happy! I refused her proposal then she convinced me to meet him and have a dinner with him, and if I can tell him what I feel like how Rain telling me everything, well not everything! He hid the fact that Yohan is Fourth! But still if I could tell him that, maybe we will find a solution to this, or at least I could sleep at ease.
But deep inside I know that my evil side hoping for Rain to back off for me!
I invited him to dinner in a private restaurant I booked, he saw me so silent and not smiling and was so bothered asking if everything okay! I told him that I will tell him everything at the dinner table, he is the closest one to me, I can't lie at him anymore
"Listen Rain…" I had my courage finally when we were eating silently for like 10 minutes "about Yohan, I mean Fourth!"
"What about him?"
He asked me and I was about to tell him that I like him too "I…" but I stopped midway wondering why he suddenly had the spoon falls from his hand "Rain!" I called but he stands so sudden looking at me ordering me to…
"Yuki…run…"
I didn't know what is going on, of course I am not running but the moment I stand he falls on the ground "RAIN!" I yelled calling my guards to help, and they were fast to carry him. I walked with them scared that he could have been poisoned! Once we were in the car they drove fast, very fast and I thought they were going to the hospital…
I don't know how much time it took me in that ride but I was crying nonstop, sitting next to Rain trying to see if he could wake up, but he didn't, the car stopped…and all I heard after was gun shots! I yelled scared hiding my face in his shoulders, even if he is unconscious I still feel safe with him. I looked up taking a peek from the car window behind and all i could understand is some men killing other men, I had no idea what is going on, what happening! The cars were stopping in the middle of nowhere, I didn't know what to do, all I was doing is holding Rain arm dearly till the car door got opened and my eyes couldn't believe what I saw in front of me.