"Can you please stop watching this for million times?", said serim. "Ohhh!! This is crazzyyy look how hot is junhaa!!" as she kept slapping serims back.
"Uff what do you even find hot about him? He's just winking".
"tssk tssk, anyway Did i told you I'm going for an audition", her friend said with her sparkling eyes.
"What?? Sera No way. I thought this was just silly admiration of yourss!!"
Sera: Listen I'm just following my dream? You should learn that too.
Serim: Please, I'm fine with my life.
Sera: Anyway this is not for company audition. I have applied for a survival competitionn!!
Serim: A-are you crazyy?? You don't even know how to sing or dancee?.
serim said with looking at her friend with disbelief.
Sera: Girl they teach you everything there. Do you not watch survival shows?
Serim: no.
Sera: Yea I know. Anyway wish me luck this is my one step closer to my dream.
serim kept looking at her friend with shaking her head with dissapointment until her phone rang.
Serim: Wait lemme pick up this call.
as she went picked up the phone her face now was visible with frown
Sera: Hey what happened? Is everything alright?
Serim: Sorry, I have to go. I'll text you at home. Byee
serim quickly went outside the cafe and run toward her home. When she arrived she thought her heart is going to come out of her body. As she prepared herself to enter her house.
??: sis, what took you so long?
the young man was weeping while looking at her.She immediately went to hug her brother.
Serim: Sunoo-aa are you okay? You're not hurt right?
Sunoo: He left. B-but mom is really injured right now.
she quickly went to her mother finding her unconscious laying on the ground
Serim: Mom! What happened, please be alright.
serim hand was trembling while looking at her mom state. Not knowing what to do in this situation, her brother was only 12 years old to do anything. She took a deep breath while reaching for her phone until
Mom: Serim..I'm fine, I was just trying to take a rest.
Serim: Who are you trying to lie to? Am I still a kid in your eyes? I am 20 now mom! Don't try to hide things from me
serim was now trying hard to not cry infront of her mother
Mom: Im really okay, dear. He really didn't even touch me. Sunoo called you because he was scared.
serim looked at her mom with teary and heartful eyes, she didn't said anything and just went to her room. As she laid down on her bed which was not even a bed a mattress on the floor. She was quiet for 5 min doing nothing but just looking outside her windows looking at the sky with no stars. She then went to her naver account to scroll.
Serim's POV
Oh..sera messaged me.
sera: Girllll you goood??
sera: Oh my gawd! Did that bastard did anything to your family again??
sera: Replyyy. Should i call the police???
sera: Should i come over??
serim: Shut up will you
sera: Finallyy you answered. I thought you were dead
serim: Nothing happened. My brother was just wanted me to go home early
sera: Really??
serim: yeah now go away.
sera: girl look at the contests line who are going to be auditioning for the show."sended me a post"
I shrugged my shoulder as i turned off my phone and looked at my ceiling. Sera was my middle school friend. We were never really close, one time she was getting bullied so I just stared at those bullies doing nothing and they got scared and went away. Since then she's always hanging around me telling me im her saviour. Yea she's my only friend too because of my eyes many people says I look unapproachable. But sera always says my eyes are like cat i look like this idol that idol. As i chuckle while remembering about our past. I thought to scroll about idols and see whats the peak about them. I just eneterd naver and the survival show sera was talking about was on #1. So i just looked into that and the comments were surprisingly not good.
: Is this really happening? Who's idea was that?
: this rigged show again!
: Why do they keep trying to debut girls from survival show? They are never famous after it ends.
: Well i dont know about you guys. But i'm not watching it.
as i kept scrolling i saw all the negative comments and thought is this how they are normally? I went to some other hashtags and saw people are quite nice with male idols rather than with female idols. The male idols all look like they are born from same mother. Some of them looked different but majority are same. And all the people in their comment section are babying them. That was disgusting... I just shut my phone because i felt jealous. I hate to admit but they looked happy, not a single hardship behind their smile or eyes. I thought maybe i should've been born as a good looking male then i could've audition for idol like sera said. But this was all just my mere thoughts. I did nothing but felt asleep later at that night.