As I was standing on the line. All the girls were looking so pretty and some of them even looked like they were idols. I was at awe until my friends name were called out.
Staff: You are sera right?
I was thinking should i say I'm not?
Serim: Ahaha yea
Staff: Please go inside this room
As i entered the room there was lots of camera and one women was sitting there with an angry face. I was thinking should i just turn around and run?
?: Please sit.
That lady broke the silence and i just awkwardly sit on the chair. She was looking at me and started asking me questions
?: You are sera? Age 20 years old?
serim: Yes
?: Uh..that's too old
she said under her breath and my jaw automatically was like 0 then i fixed it because i felt the camera was zooming on my face. It was really true when everyone said nowadays only baby can be a kpop idol.
?: Hello I am shin jihee, you can just call me miss. I am the director of Lets shine show.
I was scoffing inside my brain now she was straight away treating me like I am some employee and she is my boss.
director: So what can you do?
I was staring at her blankly and was lost in my thoughts
serim: Uh.. i guess i can.. "looking around" uh yea i can sing.
I was embarrassed by my behavior that i just wanted to scream. Can i sing? No.
directory: lets hear you sing then. You can sing any song you like
she was saying this with no emotion behind her face and wasn't even looking at me. I scoffed. Like yea i also dont wanna be here? I was thinking what the hell should i sing then i thought rather than korean song i can sing english songs better. So i just sang love me right. While i was singing i was dying from embarrassments. It was my first time singing infront of someone, I always sang in karaoke or at my room. Not even sera knows how i sound like when i sing. When i finished and looked at her she was staring at me with wide eyes.
director: Wow you sing well. Okay you can go now for further news we will contact you.
Is she using sarcasm now? I just faked a smile and was hoping she may never contact me.