Mia looked at herself in the mirror and was disappointed in herself"Do you even love him,why did you let him go,why didn't you stop him and give him a hug or a kiss and say the truth looking into his eyes.Why did you have to look so helpless in front of him, Perhaps Betty was right,you don't even know how his touch feels"she scolded herself looking into the mirror
No one was at home so she let it all out,she placed her hands on her mouth trying to stop her self from screaming out loud buh all in vain,She felt like something was squeezing her heart and it was killing her.
Just then she heard a knock on her door,she stood wiping her face but still looking miserable.She opened the door only to see Kara,and she was looking as devasted as she was.Kara ran into her arms giving her a tight embrace.
Mia shut the door behind her and they both cried,letting all the emotions out,this was their only comfort zone in each other's arms,but whose going to strengthen who now that they are both down
"Kara what's wrong,you said you were going to see Jason.So why are you looking like this?Mia asked still sobbing
"His ex is back and she's living with him"Kara narrated all that happened to Mia in tears.
"Now tell me what do I do"Kara asked in tears hugging her even tighter.
Mia felt more useless,at the time her friend needed her she won't be able to help cause she was facing her own mess.
"Kara I really don't know what you should do,only you can decide what would make you happy"she said patting her friend,she wasn't going to burden her with her fight with Ryan,she was already going through alot.
"why are you crying "Kara managed to ask Mia
"Nothing really,I had a little argument with Ryan buh I will call him later for now ,let's think of how to solve this"she said passing her a faint smile.
"I'm moving into his house,I can't let him stay with her alone"
"Kara what are you saying,left for me I think you should just let it go.it just a deal,why pass through so much pain?"
"Cause ive fallen in love with him,and I know he loves me too,I just have to be around him so he'll know how much he loves me"Kara said her countenance getting lighter
"So what will you tell your parents?"
"they are leaving for work soon,My aunt isn't so difficult to talk to,I'll just tell her that I would be leaving with you instead as I'll feel more comfortable, actually she doesn't like kids"she said smiling weakly
"Are you sure about this?"Mia asked looking worried
""No I'm not,buh I'm willing to take a chance on him,his worth the risk"she said and Mia felt even disappointed.
She had let Ryan go,She didn't fight for his love,her love for him couldn't subside his anger, she hugged Kara,she actually needed someone to comfort her and tell her all will be fine.
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Ryan stared into space as he pondered over everything that happened on the roof top,He wondered if he was right leaving her all alone.This was their first fight and it could have been a misunderstanding.
perhaps he was too harsh on her,he took his phone and dailed her number several times buh she didn't pick it up.
"nice,she wrong me buh she's giving me attitude"he hissed as he toss the phone to the bed in anger.
"Hey Ryan look,at the new doll grandma got me .Isn't she cute"Ria said showing off her new doll
Ryan looked at the doll and it's features caught his attention.it had black hair like Mia,blue eyes and red lips.He felt calm at the sight of the doll
"Can I hold it?"he asked and Ria knotted her brows
"sure,I'll be back"she said as she left him with the doll
"You grumpy cupcake,giving me attitude huh! just you watch what I'll do to you"he said and smiled to himself he was actually talking to a doll
He touched it's lip and kissed it softly on it's forehead"you'll have to work hard to get me back,he said as a smile formed around his lips.