JASON's POV
It felt like all my inside were gone and I felt so empty and out of the world, my doctor just left me and advised me to stop thinking as my blood pressure had gone over the roof.
"You can't treat me like this Jason… please relax and you will find her, your men are out there looking for her, please I beg you, we are orphans and I don't have anyone aside from you" my sister sat by my bedside and held my hands.
I didn't like the fear and worry in her eye but what can I do?This was the first time that I couldn't control my emotions and it felt like I had been charmed. My meeting with April last night was too magical, I can't even manage how I feel.
"It's because of Lucan or whatever .. she has another man in her life and she went back to him!" I shouted at my sister like she's the cause of my problem, she shrugged at me, moving away briskly before I pass my aggression to her.
"You know me too well stella, when I travel for business I do business, but there's something about this woman, she just brought out the beast in me and I wanted to protect her immediately, she was saying somethings about being bullied and cheated on and I wanted to make her happy and safe….
"What did your chief bodyguard say regarding her?You have to calm down and let's find her together" my sister's soft voice reached my ear but I was burning internally, she couldn't calm me down like she always does this time.
"Stella, that girl is crazy and I love everything about her, she gave me her body and her virginity. Maybe she's angry that I went on and took advantage of her when she was drunk but she initiated the sex and was screaming for me to take her until she could no longer breathe.."
I stopped talking abruptly when I saw my sister struggling with her laughter, "you can laugh if you want to, but it isn't funny, I haven't felt like this ever in my life and you should take it seriously, you know how I can be if I don't get what I want? You don't want to see that side of me!"
My aggression was finally over the top and I was raining it on my darling sister but I didn't care, someone had to take the burnt of my emotions, she was laughing at my state.
"It's not you, brother listen to what you just said, I would never have envision to see you restless and worried about a woman, you are stone hearted, a well known playboy!, you that hurt any woman that comes close to your doorstep, is this you brother?, really… I must meet this woman" my sister responded, jumping around me like a child.
"I was in the bathroom and I heard her wake up but I never thought she was planning to flee from me, she greeted me and from the sound of her voice she was sober, I knew she would be embarrassed so I gave her enough time to gather herself before going to ask her to come home with me, I would have tied her up if I knew" I kept explaining to my chuckling sister.
"But you said she left a book manuscript behind and a note asking you to never look for her, this girl is gutsy.. I like her already!" My sister exclaimed.
"Please bring her home, I want her to be my friend, no woman has even flee from you, they all want your money and wealth, are you sure she saw your face and knew who you are?" My sister asked me for the tenth time since I started sharing my story with her.
"She called my name all through last night while we were in the bathtub, I guess the drinks had waned away by then, her senses were back and she was shocked it was me… no one tells me what to do!" The last sentence came out as a threat.
My sister eyed me carefully but she didn't move away like she did the first time, I love my sister so much but she knows when to stay away.
"Relax please… I don't like seeing you all hot tempered and furious like this, your men are out looking for this April girl already, they will find her and you will be able to express yourself to her" my sister told me, love and concern in her eye.
As much as I wanted to believe her, something kept whispering to me that I would never find her, she's too mysterious. Just maybe she's not a human or she doesn't even exist.
"Maybe I had an encounter with a ghost, because no woman has ever asked me not to find them, they all want me!" I was talking myself but I didn't know I had said it out loud.
Until my sister fell on the couch right in front of me and finally allowed her laughter out, I joined in the laughter because I couldn't believe that I had said that as well.