Two days since the incident in the dormitory room. I never saw the flare again.
Early life here still requires adapting. Luckily I still had my father by my side for the next 3 days.
My new friend, Bestari. He is busy with his guard, I also often see Yeksa with his guard Linga. Meanwhile, I just spent a lot of time in the room.
At breakfast this morning, Lingga told me that Suar often goes to the forest whenever he doesn't have class.
The forest is like home for Suar, he can spend several days there without returning to the dormitory. He even often missed lessons, but the teachers allowed him, because he was strong and smart at learning things.
Lingga also said that Suar doesn't have a boyfriend, even though there are many people who like him, including the Diamond Guardian Bestari.
I don't know what the beacon was thinking, no one knows what will happen next.
I looked out the window of my room, seeing the river so fast that it made endless music.
In exactly 3 days, the binding ceremony for Mahes and his guards will take place and after that the education period will last for one year.
Education here is divided into three levels.
Level 1, like me, is called Young Mahes and Young Guard. Education for 1 year.
Level 2, such as Suar, Lingga and Intan, are called Middle Guard and Middle Mahes.
Level 3, called Guardian Wira and Mahes Wira.
I am the young Mahes, while Suar is the Middle Guard. Because the Guardian is one level higher than the Mahesnya. Because their job is to be strong to guard Mahesnya.
Staring at the fish swimming against the current.
3 more days is binding day. These are the perfect moments to draw closer between Mahes and Keeper. But I'm far away.
That day, I ignored all feelings of anxiety, anger and annoyance. Then sleep soundly accompanied by natural music.
The first day, there was no change. The beacon is still in the middle of his forest.
Lingga told me to follow him, but my ego said no. He should be the one to meet me, because he is my Guardian.
Day two remained the same, no nose stuff from Suar. Linga again told me to meet Suar in the forest.
But again, the ego doesn't allow it, if he doesn't want to meet me, then I don't want to meet him either.
Is it because he is strong and number 1 in Maheswari, I am begging to be met? Ahh that's impossible.
That night I slept restlessly, tomorrow is the last day before the binding. Maybe Suar wants to meet me.
I feel like I'm a confused girl. On the one hand, I'm selfish and want to be met, on the other hand, I want to meet him.
Last day, tomorrow is binding day. This time it wasn't Linga who told me to meet him but Dad.
"Just go and meet him, Suar rarely interacts with women. So maybe he's confused." Dad said casually while sipping his coffee.
I stared lazily at the food in front of me. At least Suar should be the one to get closer to me. Try, if he never interacts with women, how could his master be me, a woman.
But sometimes I can't believe it, how could a perfect Suar not have a girlfriend or close female friends. The reason is that if you fulfill your desires, there will definitely be lots of people dating here.
I hit my head, I became increasingly dizzy.
After breakfast, I walked to my dorm room. Lazily I saw a lot of closeness between Mahes and his guard here. But not with me.
I stopped and started turning around. I put down my ego. I'm going to see Suar.
The forest in question is not far from the meditation place.
Entering the forest I didn't feel any trouble. There is a path in this forest, as if it had been made by people here. Not just one road, but many and branching.
The atmosphere in the forest was very quiet, there were no animal sounds at all. There is only a gust of wind blowing through the leaves here.
It turns out the forest isn't as bad as I thought, I thought the forest was scary but this is really fun. No wonder Suar feels at home here.
15 minutes I walked, I started to get tired, I don't know where the light is, but there are no signs of life here. Even one small animal.
I don't know where Suar is, what I'm afraid of is not knowing how to get home. I forgot the way home, the fork in the road makes you confused about which side.
I started walking back.
20 minutes ....
25 minutes...
30 minutes....
I was really lost, couldn't find my way home, nor could I find Beacon.
I was sweating profusely, I was so tired. My legs feel sore now.
I sat on one of the fallen trees. If only I had brought water, maybe I wouldn't be so tired.
"Want to drink?" The sound of the flare managed to make me jump from my seat. He smiled slightly and sat on the tree. "Why did you come here?"
I returned to my seat annoyed without answering his question. I should be the one asking where he's been, doesn't he want to get to know me?
Suar chuckled, stood up and pulled my hand to walk with him, without saying a single word.
10 minutes you walk, you don't know which direction. Because this is not a footpath. But the road is full of branches and trees.
It was very difficult to walk, but from a distance I heard something. Waterfall?
"Wow." I covered my mouth looking at the big waterfall here so beautifully surrounded by rainbows. I moved closer to the waterfall, but Suar held my hand.
"Not now, I didn't sleep all night, I want to sleep first."
"Sleep where?"
The beacon pointed at one of the trees and there you could see a fairly large tree house. Did Suar make it herself?
Suar walked to the tree and climbed up easily, while I was having a lot of trouble even though I was helped by an artificial ladder on the tree trunk.
5 minutes of trying to climb up, I finally arrived. The first thing I saw was a cloth covering the inside.
It's inside!! Nothing!! Suar sleeps on a small mat there.
"Aruna, come here." Suar's hand waved at me.
I approached him and sat next to him sleeping. I don't know, now I'm just waiting for him to sleep.
Suar who was lying down started to sit up and approach me.
What's this?!!!!
In the middle of the forest!!!!
Just the two of us!!!!!
The beacon was getting closer, closer and closer.
Cups
Suar kissed me gently but deeply. His lips seemed to be making out, his tongue started dancing around my teeth asking to enter.
I closed my eyes, somehow it felt strange. I don't like being touched, but when Suar touches me, my defenses collapse.
I opened my mouth, allowing his tongue to play around in there.
I started to grip Suar's arm when there was a strange feeling in my stomach that was tickling me
"Ahhh..." A sigh escaped my lips.
In the past, when Suar heard that, he immediately stopped, but this time, he was more aggressive. His kisses became deeper and more passionate.
I, who had not kissed, started to lose control. I don't know where my passion comes from, I like the flare game.
"Ahh..." The moan escaped me again when the light's hand squeezed my buttocks tightly.
I hit Suar's chest, and he stopped for us to give each other oxygen.
I didn't dare look at Suar, I was so embarrassed.
Suar's hand touched my stomach, her fingers dancing over there.
I saw a beacon that stared at me so deeply. The beacon drew itself closer to me, until I fell back and fell asleep.
The flare hand is now inside my shirt. While I was starting to get restless, the touch made me lose myself.
A flare rose above me, our eyes met. He smiled then kissed me again.
"Ahhh ahhh....." I sighed as Suar's hand reached my chest. "Aahhmmm.."
He squeezed, playing with her nipples with a look.
"Ahhh.."
Suar's kiss broke, this time he aimed it at my neck.
Tickling, strange, a very, very new sensation for me.
"Ahmm."
Satisfied playing there. Suar looked back at me.
Our faces were like boiled crabs. We were both embarrassed.
Flare hands came out of my clothes. Suar kissed my forehead, cheeks and eyes. Then fell asleep next to me while hugging me.
"Accompany me to sleep for a while.".