I laughed looking at that little Suar, I saw the current Suar. He looked at me sharply, he didn't seem to want me to know about him just yet. Wanting to pinch her cheeks, "That little beacon is so adorable." I said making sharp eyes a big flare piercing my eyes.
The video recording disappeared again and was immediately replaced with another recording. Currently the little Beacon was holding quite a lot of flowers, she inhaled the flowers and smiled. "This is for Aruna, she will definitely like it and want to play with me."
The small beacon approached Master Dianti who was watching the teenage Guardians train. Teacher Dianti looked enthusiastic to see Suar approaching him, Teacher Dianti smiled and laughed, just like I am doing now. "Beacon, who are those flowers for?"
"I wanted to give this to Aruna, teacher, the flowers were fragrant so I picked them." This innocent little beacon can make anyone who sees it swoon. "Suar wants to meet Aruna, and play with Aruna."
Teacher Dianti pinched Suar's cheek in exasperation, "Aruna definitely likes Suar's flowers."
Little Suar laughed, and looked at the flowers he was carrying. Maybe little Suar imagined that I would receive the flower and play with it. Teacher Dianti stroked Suar's hair gently "But Suar can't meet Aruna now."
Once again, the charming smile disappeared and was replaced by disappointment. "Why? Aruna doesn't like Suar, right?"
Teacher Dianti shook her head, "Suar is still small, she has to learn a lot first to become a great guardian for Aruna. Look at the older brothers over there, they are practicing to be strong for their master in the future."
"Suar wants to learn, Suar wants to be a great guardian for Aruna. So that Aruna likes Suar."
The tape disappeared and was replaced by Suar who was taller than before, maybe 7 years old. Suar practices martial arts with the teenage Guardians, she looks like she is trying hard, her body is full of dirt. Meanwhile other children behind him were playing, running here and there.
"That's enough practice beacon, you can play with your friends." Said Teacher Banu who was teaching. Little Beacon shook his head and continued his martial arts moves. "Suar play with your friends, practice enough or you'll get sick.
Suar stopped performing his moves and glared at Guru Banu. "They are not my friends, teacher, my only friend is Aruna. Suar wants to be a great guard so Aruna wants to play with Suar."
Suar's words moved me, I shed tears. Many people don't want to play with me but he really wants to play with me. He has never seen me but he keeps thinking about how happy I am.
The recording disappeared again and was replaced by teenage Suar, teenage Suar was competing with his friend. He looked serious about facing the enemy in front of him. Teenage flare punched and kicked the opponent in front of him, and the opponent immediately fell.
"Good Suar you are really great." Said Teacher Banu while patting Suar's shoulder. "Aruna must be very proud of you."
Suar smiled proudly.
I looked at the big Suar, he smiled very faintly. He was very proud of himself. "Reasonable." I said making his smile disappear.
"Reasonable?" Suar asked flatly.
Before I could answer, the recording was replaced with Suar growing up. Beacon is practicing near the waterfall.
With his tall and athletic body, he definitely made the female guards scream.
Everything is gone, the tape is gone. I just stared at the emptiness in front of me.
Then there was the sound of a girl laughing. At first the voice was far away, but as time went on it became clearer.
I saw little Aruna run towards me, then penetrate my body.
Suar and I turned around.
With her feet, Aruna ran to her father, "Dad, daddy, the little creature wants to come in but can't." Little Aruna pointed towards the gate of the house, where there was a small child with long ears who kept waving at her.
"Leave it, he can't enter this house, because Dad has fenced this house off." My father stroked my hair gently, "Dear Aruna, people like us who can see and have great strength are called Mahes."
"Mahes?"
Father kissed him excitedly, "Yes, and we also have guards in the 10th dimension of the Maheswari Dimension."
Little Aruna thought hard "Where is that father? His name is the same as Aruna Mahes"
"Because you are a Mahes, dear. And your guard is in Maheswari. The place is very far away, you will meet him when you are 18 years old." Dad explained while smoothing his long hair.
"Is Aruna's guard strong? Has big muscles? Like in the movies?" Asked from his small mouth and father nodded in return.
"Yes, later your guard will become our family, who will become Aruna's friend, friend. He will never leave, he will always be with Aruna and protect Aruna with his life." Father's explanation made little Aruna jump up and down with joy.
"Who? What's your name dad?"
Dad picked me up, "Her name is Suar."
My little lips repeated my father's words, "Suarrl."
Then it disappeared, the videotape, I knew very well. I looked at Suar beside me, she smiled sweetly seeing the video.
"Don't get close to him, he's weird." The voice came from behind, Suar and I turned around and saw me sitting alone with a lunch in my hand.
"Yeah, don't accompany him, all his friends are demons." The voices came from my classmates.
Since the beginning, I didn't have a place when I entered high school. I have started to be able to control myself, I have a friend, namely Agnia and I met Edi.
The image disappeared into flying dust, then formed a pair of lovers eating ice cream in the park.
"Honey, don't eat it like that, lick the bottom first so you don't make a mess." That's Edi's voice, that's our memory of when we first started dating.
The teenage Aruna smiled sweetly when Edi cleaned the remains of ice cream on my lips. Then kissed him for a while.
Seeing this recording makes me miss him, I don't know what he's doing now. And somehow his response to seeing me and Suar like this. It feels like I'm having an affair.
The recording was lost. And the room suddenly fell silent. I looked at Suar who was already looking at me first.
"You love him that much?" he asked behind his clouded eyes. I saw a sense of disappointment in there.
Before I could answer, a few seconds later, there was a sofa, before long a shadow of a person appeared.
"Dear Aruna." Call the father next to teenage Aruna.
"Why didn't dad say?" he asked his father angrily and annoyed.
"Dad's just not ready to tell you, because this is a very different situation." explained the father while stroking his head.
"Aruna doesn't want to be like that! Suar and I are from different worlds. I can't fulfill her lust, I will maintain my chastity." Aruna's shadow stood up and walked through Suar, before closing the door, "If the condition is to fulfill her lust, it's better if she doesn't have to be my guard."
Gone, everything is gone again.
Silence. I didn't dare look at Suar.
"You rejected me?" His words made me look at him. Suar held his left chest, "No wonder, several times at that time, my chest felt painful, it turned out it was your rejection."
Hearing his words, made me feel sad. Suar tried her best for me but I was the one who was mean to her.
"No, but in fact I'm happy now. I, I... like being around you." I stammered. I felt like hugging him and saying that he was the best Guardian and I didn't want to lose. I held Suar's hand, "I'm serious, Suar."
Not long after, in front of me, I saw two people arguing. "Cup"
"Ehmmm stopmmh."
I know this, this is a recording from when I was at Edi's boarding house. And at that time Edi kissed me excessively.
Aruna was getting more and more restless, Edi was getting more aggressive. Tongue playing, his hands moved up to his chest. Aruna rebelled, but Edi's strength was much greater than her.
"Emmhhh AHK."
Aruna screamed reflexively when Edi squeezed her chest. Edi has really gone too far.
Everything's gone. My vision darkened then it was like a spirit had re-entered my body. I started to hear small voices. Like we were back in the hall.
I opened my eyes, and I saw Suar looking at me. Not knowing the meaning of his gaze, Suar took me down from the podium and sat back where we were before.
Meanwhile, Intan and Bestari were still closed on the podium. They experienced the same thing as us. Meanwhile, Yeksa and Lingga were already sitting laughing and laughing.
"Flare." Called me to the beacon, but he said nothing. His eyes continued to be focused on the podium in front. He no longer holds my hand. "You're angry?"
"Shut up Aruna."