That silenced me so I turned my face to the window
trying my best to ignore him.
He desperately looked at me many times like he was trying to say something but the cat ate his tongue apparently .
" Anna I did not mean it this way" he said
" no it is ok , it is your job . i understand "i replied without looking at him.
he kept looking at me concerned
"Anna I don't mean to bother you but it is the job , we can say classified information for the public"
" yeah yeah , I know"
he kept checking on me every now and then , but the silence dominated the scene along with my friends snoring loud .
" I live by this street "
" should I take the right then ?"
"yeah sure"
Then it was the mission of getting them inside my home
I carried barely one while he carried the rest inside
Once he entered ,he stood there for a while ,like he seemed to check on my home .
Then he stared on something that got him stunned and laughed and left just like that , that made me look where he looked it was a red strapped bra , i was the clean freak and I LIVED ALONE , oh nice I want to die now , kill me please , i can feel my cheeks turning red.
" so" he said
" ammm thanks for the delivery and everything , it was really nice of you , i mean you didn't have to , you know "
" well I did it and here we are but honestly I am telling you " he suddenly came close to me that made me shiver and whispered " I had no pure intentions at all , Anna" and he stared back at me
"what , what excuse me , I mean , what ?"
" yeah that 'what' again haaah "he sighed' why is it so hard tell me ha , I just want to take you on a date Anna "
I did not say anything but looked at the car barked outside, like he read through my thoughts
"well if you give me a chance , let me take you to dinner and I promise i will try to explain it all but it is my job Anna , I promise "he looked straight deep into my eyes with the most sincere look i have seen ,that I quickly retreated back few steps while taking my eyes of his staring eyes "
"well … I … " i started to stutter
"yes you …Anna "he softly said my name , every time he says my name , like he is making excuses every time just to say my name.
" I will finish work by 9 pm I mean I mean , if it is ... okay with ... you "i shyly said while playing with my hair.
He quickly rejoiced and said "9 it is , 9 then "
he smiled then went to his car , while I stood there stunned did i just agree to go on a date .
but i stopped the date thing long time ago why now , am i okay , i just don't think i am okay , i have just agreed to go on a date with him.
He waved me to get inside , I laughed like a dump felt embarrassed for a moment but then I quickly went inside , breathed down like it was heavy weight on my chest , I hid behind the curtains to see if he left , I saw him still there I quickly retreated beside the windows like I was hiding , actually i was , but then I looked again he was still there , and he saw me , I quickly slammed the curtains in his face and went inside , but heard the engine run , he must have left ,I laid on the couch that night smiling , thanks for not drinking I can recall all , but but why he didn't leave immediately strange , did he car malfunction , maybe.
But then the snoring of my friend brought me back to reality.
what if tomorrow didn't come , like the storm that didn't come , it was just a coo of a storm , that wouldn't come ...
Danse des petits cygnes : vol1
In the beginning of the shift the weather was better than yesterday like more warm than ever , and we are supposed to be in the cold winter.
I spend all it daydreaming , it is my first date after a while and actually came pretty quickly than i expected , actually i never expected one at all , but here we are.
It is 8: 50 pm now oh maybe if I should check my hair , my lipstick seems faded , I guess it was a bad idea to have it after work I look tired and worn out already , I need to wash my face , maybe do a little make up , i don't know .
"Magy I am gonna hit the bathroom really quickly "
"Ok honey"
After washing my face with cold water I stared at the mirror , maybe I shouldn't have agreed that quickly , maybe I should have said no , maybe it is a mistake , i don't know what i am hoping Afterall.
i Gently wiped the water off of my face , what does he like in those frail eyes and pale shell of a human ..i don't know , does he even like me , why did he want to go on a date with me .
so many questions inside that bag of potatoes above my neck , but lets get what we came her for done first .
Lets keep it simple a hidden eyeliner and a pink lipstick , yes simple .
I went out looking at my watch it is almost 9 pm so what is now.
"MS Ann" a shaking voice called , I looked to the source.
It was him , in his uniform , covered with little snow that he wiped off once I looked at , but what is this in his hands , no , please no .
"I just assumed u like tulips , the purple one , I think they suits you "
"flowers you brought me flowers " I was stunned while holding them back , few snow fell on them yet they looked so perfect .
"it is my first time ever , to get flowers "I looked at him stunned, purple indeed is my favorite color.
he said while smiling " that's good then " but he leaned on to my ears and whispered slowly yet softly " I am happy I am your first yet I want to be your last "then he winked
I could feel my cheeks turning red all I could do is stare back at him
He took few steps back and called me " hey beautiful Ann what are you waiting for , come"
Oh a call back to reality has hit me , I ran to him but then forgot my purse , i had to get back in to get it , but found Magy smiling to me while handing me my purse " he seems like good guy , I am really happy for you "
I went to him shy barely looking at him , oh it is a different car , not his police car, he opened the door for me
"oh I thought you were gonna get me in your police car"
"well I think that car scared you last time , so I thought what about my own car"
" oh it is nice car really"
"it will be much nicer if you get in"
He got me blushed but I entered to end his staring eyes contest on me , smart of isn't , i mean to escape his staring eyes I got in his cage willingly .
He closed the doors and leaned and took a look at me sitting he got me startled , he smiled and walked away.
He got inside , " have you put your seat belt " he extended his hands but I quickly grabbed it "
Oh "I got it I got it "I nervously said it I was scared for it to happen again , my heart cant take it again.
he laughed " you know safety comes first"
I mumbled " yes safety ..."
He started to drive while singing something I couldn't figure but after a time and a time he was sneaking a peak into me , while I tried to hid my face behind his flowers but from the spaces I could only see his eyes , and i couldn't help but stare at them , and his mouth that was wet while singing ....
We reached the restaurant , it seemed quite fancy one .
Well I was wearing a red dress and it was purely a coincidence not because he asked me to
"ammm can I bring something before we enter"
"yeah sure "he got out and opened the car bag, and brought what seemed like a suit oh and I saw him changing outside
I opened the car door
"what what are you doing"
I looked at him and it was starting to get cold while he is literally changing his heavy coat
" I am just … " he heaved a sigh while changing " I did not have really much time to do and I cant do it with you inside"
"No no get inside"
He seemed hesitant
"please Kevin get in "
He got in
But was looking at me
Do you want any help " I offered"
He gave me the bag "can you open it for me "
He stared to remove his clothes and thanks to the car heater , it was already hot , the air ... hot .
"Here take the.."
I couldn't say the suit because I was staring at his burly build that was hiding beneath all of these clothes .
His rigid muscles that was cutting through his tight under shirt , moving like fighters Infront of me.
I can see now his wide shoulders facing me ,i just followed to his veiny neck like a tree branching , oh oh OH MY GOD , his body facing me , oh no he saw me staring at him , I quickly shoved the clothes into him while turning my face away , all i could do is hide my mouth by my hand .
He was auuugh I cant say what he was but appealing would be the word.
He laughed and took the clothes from me
" w w w…wwont you get cold like this "i said without looking at him
"well I can keep myself warm miss Ann and anyone warm if they wanted "he smirked
"what do you mean "I turned around and was about to complain that I don't like that but he was really close to me looking at me , I gulped back but he was looking so serious in my face we froze for a moment he was looking at me right and left , up and down for a moment I felt like I was about to shake down.
" can you put it in"