It was the three time Divean was coming back late , he quietly walked into the bedroom not wanting to wake Snow up.
She had started sleeping in his room since their first time together.
Slowly he tiptoed to the bedroom but the lamp beside the bed suddenly went on.
"He used to do this to me every night while I was married to him " Snow's voice sounded.
Divean stopped looking back at her frame in bed. She was sitting up calmly watching him.
"Quietly he would go to the bathroom take a shower and then slide in bed, hold me and go to sleep like nothing was wrong. I always pretended to be asleep just so he wouldn't know I knew about it ".
She stepped out of bed walking to where Divean was standing. She could smell the alcohol off of him and his eyes seemed drowsy like he was drunk.
"I knew he was having an affair but I didn't want to admit it to him for it would make it true so I pretended until it was too late that I ended up hurt ". she seemed to be holding back her tears.
"Snow..I can explain " he breathed.
"I know you can but i don't want to listen cause I will be giving you a chance to lie to me " she bit her lip.
"I would never lie to you .." making an attempt to touch her ,Snow paced back avoiding it.
"Since you started this ..thing of coming home this late . That was when you started lying to me ".
Divean gulped .
"Trust me it's something important "
"That is all I have been doing trusting you and of all people you know it's literally hard for me to trust anymore after what happened . But I tried cause I thought you understood my pain ,but it seems I was wrong " her tears finally fell.
He gritted his teeth , "Constance ,I would never hurt you like he did ".
"Then why are you doing this to me . Just when I thought maybe after all the hell I have been through I found my peace , my heaven ...then you starting doing exactly the things he used to do to me , why ?" She cried
Divean moved again to grab her hand but she jerked him away.
"Did you regret to help me and have given up . Is that it , your too scared to tell me cause you think I will blame you " she was yelling now .
"Calm down ". Divean tried to say to but to no avail .
"I won't blame you for you have already done enough for . Don't worry by tomorrow morning I would have disappeared from your life like I was never here " she cried .
"Snow ,please calm down ".
"Calm down! , I have been tossing and turning in bed all these night wondering what happened for you to change , I didn't mind at first but then I noticed it was going on again and again ,like you where trying to avoid me both at home and work . I am worried , mom is worried ,even our little baby is wondering if something is wrong between us ". her tears flowed down to her neck .
"Maybe am paranoid cause it has ever happened to me before but I thought you were different " she was breathing heavily stumbling back .