-Lucia:
Everything hurt so bad.
My head was pounding like I got hit really hard.
I felt dizzy and strange, and genuinely tired - like I ran a hundred miles without stopping.
My body was numb, but not the good type of numbness that's caused by my pills.
This numbness felt wrong like I got hit by a train or something.
My eyelids were so heavy, and my arms and legs felt like lead weights.
I was just drifting in total darkness, confused about what happened.
I don't remember anything.
Did I overdose on my meds by accident?
No, that couldn't be it - I'm always really careful with my dosages.
I couldn't remember anything at all, just this massive headache like someone bashed me in the skull with a baseball bat.
Gathering every bit of strength, I forced my eyes open, blinking slowly as blurry shapes and shadows swam in my vision.