Log 1.11: 1000222,131/11231 Coordinates: 70002,4232,90 | 1002,552,90000231
Roaming through the vast expanse of the universes, I contemplated on the nature of the task given to me by my master. It was not a simple one, neither was it something that was normally given to me by my master. Strangely, I felt more excited as I kept on wandering.
Planets, stars, galaxies; they are all nothing compared to the journey that my masters had undertaken to attain the positions that they have currently. All in the hopes of maintaining the same balance that had originally kept the universe together. We should all be fine as long as there are enough beings to keep the Fortress from collapsing again.
Moving forward and continuing to wander, I continuously doubted the true nature of this task. I went from doing simple chores and helping various societies in the vast universes to now attempting to understand an emotion that I lost a long time back. Words do not describe my current state of callousness and impatience in understanding the true nature of the quest that I have embarked on. Nothing is without a purpose. Nothing is truly ever just empty, or just null. Everything that we do in the end has some value.
Failures have a value…
Successes have a value…
Value is important. The journey to attain these values is also important. So are the sacrifices that one has to undergo to attain these goals that one was to achieve.
Goals are important to self. Goals that keep one on their toes and eager to attain them. Goals that are devised for the sole purpose of being completed. Everything, in the end, is a long quest, to attain something. Filled to the brim with adventure, losses and gains, adversities and challenges, the selfless and helpless states. There are so many things that can be described, but it would leave me speechless at the end of the entire thing.
I need no breaks; I am fueled by my fate and destiny. In this nothingness, very few beings can even survive the entire journey.
I continue wandering more and more. I have travelled quite a journey after I met with my master and Ami-Sensei. The treacherous part about this entire adventure is that there is no destination to stop.
Or wait, is that a possible alternative to completing this quest?
Maybe I need to observe different species and see how each of them understands the term love. What it is to them… Love, would it be in the end, something born out of emotional intelligence or something stemming from the roots of rationality…
I slowly search for the nearest inhabited planet and decide to rest up in that terran body to explore the local meaning of amour.
I sat down, my mist completely engulfing the planet in an invisible veil of nothingness, and I proceeded to check on the planet.
Locals called the planet Groffilia.
The Designated Position was 70022,42192,90 | 1002,552,90000231
More than anything, I was it seemed to be a mixture of intimacy and romantic behaviour that touched on more selfless and commitment-related topics. Species are completely devoted to a singular partner for the rest of their life, as they have severe life-related consequences, affecting the modes of procreation and death.
Peaceful species, but never really went beyond the scope of heterosexual intimacy.
Some few small things, that in the end, make their society a happy and thriving one.
Time to move on to the next planet, a new planet that was a distance away.
As the mist left Groffilia, I slowly inched more and more towards the remnants of a remaining civilization that bastes in the remaining sunlight, as the basics of romantic services and feelings began to fill my mind. The knowledge of co-existence and loyalty. The bonds that are formed between oneself and the other species that are present around them.
It was strange for me. I had always listened and remained loyal to my two masters. I always subconsciously trusted them to be allowing me to do the right thing. Was that a form of love and trust that was formed between me and these gods? What sort of affection did I possess for them?
Was it purely loyalty?
or was it because of the respect that I held for them, that I chose to remain loyal to them?
I must collect more points of data to make a final conclusive decision before I rush into making any sort of rash decision.
At the end of it all, it will help me accomplish this task. No matter how much I grow, I will just purely focus on the completion of the task. Simple as it may be to view this as just another quest to complete in the grand scheme of things, I do not want to fixate myself on a problem and then be unable to complete it to fruition.
No task must remain unturned in my eyes. Everything should be left completed for there will always be some task present to take place and replace the original vacant spot. No one is ever truly free. In this life, in the next life, in the previous life, while present rotting in death, while experiencing the heat of life. Everything will eventually require you to do a task that needs to be completely completed.
As I approach another planet, I will choose to end this log over here. Let there be the next log that records the next task on my journey moving forward.
I must tread forward, and explore more… until I finally understand it!