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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: Whispers of past

Days melded into weeks as I immersed myself deeper into the labyrinth of ancient texts and prophecies under Mirabelle's guidance. Each dawn brought a renewed sense of purpose, a hunger to unearth the truths that lay buried within the dusty tomes of Solstice's ancient library.

In the quiet hours before the city fully woke, I found solace in the familiarity of Sweet Brews, where the aroma of freshly brewed tea mingled with the gentle hum of conversation. Yet, even in these moments of respite, my mind was consumed by thoughts of the prophecy and Seraphina.

I had tried countless times to capture her image on paper, to recreate the vision that lingered in my mind like a half-remembered melody. Her auburn hair cascading like silk and her piercing green eyes, filled with a depth I couldn't fathom, remained elusive. It frustrated me, this inability to grasp her likeness, as if she existed only in the realm of dreams and whispers.

"Who are you?" I whispered to the empty pages of my sketchbook, my charcoal poised in hand. Yet again, the lines failed to capture the essence of her gaze, the curve of her smile that beckoned me in the darkness of my sleep.

Mirabelle had noticed my preoccupation with Seraphina, her keen eyes catching the flicker of frustration that crossed my face whenever the subject arose. One evening, as we sat by the crackling fireplace in the library's reading room, she broached the topic gently.

"You speak of her often," Mirabelle remarked, her voice a gentle murmur that cut through the silence. "The woman in your dreams."

I looked up from my sketchbook, surprised yet somehow relieved that Mirabelle had noticed. I hesitated, unsure of how much to reveal, but the librarian's unwavering gaze encouraged me to speak.

"I... I see her," I admitted quietly, my fingers tracing the edge of the page where another failed attempt at capturing her likeness lay. "In my dreams. She feels... familiar, yet distant. Like a memory just out of reach."

Mirabelle nodded thoughtfully, her expression softening with understanding. "Dreams can be windows to our past, Kael. They reveal truths that our waking minds struggle to comprehend. Perhaps this woman holds a key to your own history."

The notion both intrigued and unsettled me. I had spent years trying to piece together fragments of my past, yet Seraphina remained an enigma—a constant presence in my subconscious, tantalizingly close yet maddeningly out of reach.

"I've tried to draw her," I admitted with a sigh, gesturing towards the sketchbook with its pages filled with half-formed sketches. "But I can never capture... her eyes. They're always... elusive."

Mirabelle regarded me with a knowing smile, her eyes twinkling with a hint of something I couldn't quite decipher. "Some things defy capture by mere charcoal and paper," she said cryptically. "Perhaps what you seek lies not in the lines of a sketch, but in the depths of your own heart."

Her words resonated with me, stirring a quiet resolve within. I realized that I couldn't force the image of Seraphina onto paper; I needed to understand her essence, to feel the connection that drew her to me across the veils of dreams.

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