if i am to die
a new chapter has come; a new ray of light has struck the ground
but never once in years, my mind stops playing this sound
that if I am to die, to forever rest in an endless sea
I will willingly take it, as long as it will end my tragedy
if I am to die, to stop listening to my favorite song
I think I will not mind, just for me to not be here for this long
the melody and harmony will still continue to play
and everyone will still be able to listen even if I do not stay
If I am to die, to not be able to read the books they recommend
I think it will be sad, for there are feedbacks I will never be able to send
if I am to die, to never wake up beside my only solace
I think it is selfish, but he will be free from the darkness' embrace
as the new chapter came, the sun set for the moon again
but never once in years that I think I will be able to endure this pain
and here I am standing, surviving this loop of agony
but if I am to die, will I grab the opportunity?