castle in the air
somewhere in the sea
I am locked in a tragedy
where I, myself, am the antagonist
and I'm suffocated by the monster's mist
I can always do some bunch of things,
but I cannot avoid the mess my life always brings
to be in true peace is my greatest desire
but the agony and melancholy always conspire
all things that happen always pass
yet this pensive unhappiness seems to last
to get the real rest I need is what I want
to not feel tense is a wish I hope the sky will grant