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Chapter 45 - Chapter 45: Desires

Before I knew it, I was against the bed. Finn towered over me, causing Solas to roll off to the side. Tugging away from my lips, he leaned into my ears while pulling up my dress. His hands traveled up my curves and onto my breast.

This demon wasn't hesitant anymore.

"I'm going to make you mine again. Does anything hurt from our first encounter?" he asked, fondling my left lump in his hand.

A soft sigh left me, reaching up to tug on his shirt.

"No, surprisingly, you didn't rip me apart. Now take this off." I huffed, causing him to chuckle.

Drawing away from me, he dropped his cloak before unbuttoning his shirt. Sitting up with him, my hands trailed on his features. This was the room where he first fucked Lillia, and part of me wanted to replace those memories with me.

Luckily, I wasn't the only eager one, as his pants were already tented.

This is more alluring than I first thought.

"Mmhm, no aches?" He asked, raising his eyebrows.

A soft frown formed on my lips. He knew how much I squealed in pain under him. It hurt so bad at first, but it changed into something else in the middle.

"Only a bit, but that's normal, right? I mean, you're the first…" I trailed off, grabbing onto his tented pants.

Oh… you aren't running away anymore.

My action caused him to shiver, watching me. Last time, he was the one who…

"I want to suck on you, can I?" I mumbled, triggering his eyes to fly open.

His cheeks were dark red, too.

"Y-yes," Softly, he nodded, helping me undo his pants.

The moment I saw it up close, I was shocked. This wasn't the standard size of a human.

It's a miracle we girls can endure, but most importantly, it felt good to do that with you.

Though surely, after being with him. No average human could ever come close. Not that I wanted anyone else other than him. Though…

"Will it fit in my mouth?" I asked.

My words almost broke Finn, who burst into laughter. I stared at him, eyes twitching.

"Oi! This isn't funny! This is serious!" I pouted.

To me, this was a serious concern. I didn't want my jaw to dislocate or hurt him.

"Oh fuck! Sorry, love, you never say what I think you will." He cackled, prompting me to puff my cheeks.

Stupid demon… This is serious! I've never done this before!

There was only one way to shut him: to act. Without thinking twice, I went for the attack. Lapping his tip with my tongue, I swiftly stopped his laughter. Instead, he grabbed onto my hair, letting out a small gasp from him.

I shouldn't use my teeth, right? No… that'll hurt.

Instead of sucking him into my mouth, I kept licking his tip like a lollipop.

"Baby girl, take off your gown. I want to enjoy the view." He breathed.

Tugging away from his heat, I took off my dress before grabbing onto it again. Lapping it again with my tongue, he clasped onto my hair with one hand, using the other to pump himself.

This is more intimate than I thought. Should I…

Opening my mouth, I attempted to suck him into it as slurping noises came from me when I tried to wrap my tongue around it. However, it was hard with how thick he was. Only soft sighs left the demon who held me tenderly as he stoked heat.

Saliva dripped down my chin as a salty yet bitter taste danced in my taste buds with every bob of my head.

Am I doing this right?

Gazing up at his face, I saw his eyes were barely open, yet shimmering brightly as a low groan came from his lips.

Hey, Finn, did I look at you the same way when you went down on me? I wonder how I look to you now.

Attempting to mimic him, I grabbed his length. Unlike his big hand, I needed both to wrap around it fully. However, I realized how soft his skin felt on my palms there, though it was hard enough to hold its shape.

The male anatomy was extraordinary even though it appeared simple. When I pumped it like he had before, it quickly rewarded me with a soft moan.

"Ah, you're adorable," he chuckled, holding my hair out of my face.

It wasn't long before my jaw ached. Finn's soft hum triggered my eyes to gaze towards him.

"Need a bit of help, sweets?" he trailed his fingers down my hair.

Tugging away from his heat, I nodded. Saliva dripped down my lips and chin. It was also leaking from his member and into the bed.

Teaching someone like me must be difficult, especially when you've had much better.

Grabbing onto my hands, he tightened my grip on his length.

"Hold it tighter. It won't break. I promise." He simpered, cheeks rosy.

I nodded, using my hands to pump him again.

"Good, just like that… now suck it like you were doing before." He murmured, voice husky.

His raspy breaths allured me, creating an almost unbearable tingling sensation in my lady bits.

"Was I doing it right?" I mumbled.

It was hard to hold my gaze on him thanks to the embarrassment running through me, yet the smile on his lips allowed me to stay glued to him.

"Mhm," he nodded, cheeks rosy.

At that moment, a spark in me lit again, which made the ache in my jaw irrelevant. Sucking him into my mouth again, I did what he told me to. Pumping him with the intent of draining him of his seeds, I twirled my tongue around his tip, which caused a soft whine to leave his lips.

Gripping me tighter on my hair, Finn licked his lips. "Oh, fuck," he breathed as his tail found its way around my arm.

It only took a couple more bobs of my head and winding of my tongue before…

"Let go, sweets. I'm going to…" he trailed off.

I didn't relent, much like he had not the prior night. A sharp groan left him before I felt an explosion in my mouth, which filled my senses with a salty yet bitter taste. It was more overpowering than before, but I didn't mind it.

However, before I could claim victory, I almost choked on his thick fluid, making it come up my nose. Tugging away from his heat, I could only cough as embarrassment filled me when I saw Finn's eyes open wide and jaw drop.

However, he quickly came down to my level to help me. If I weren't coughing, I would've hidden under the sheets, which were the same ones he used to clean me.

"Silly girl, don't breathe while I'm cum like that. Are you okay?" He chuckled, enjoying my expression.

Stupid demon!

"You should have—" A cough interrupted me as I growled soon after it, "Just push it deeper next time!"

I learned this from eavesdropping on my sister by mistake. Her room was so close to mine that whenever she brought her boyfriend over, I usually overheard everything they did.

"Wait, you wanted me to deep-throat you?" The demon lord asked, cocking his head.

His eyes were wide open, though there was amusement in them too.

"No! That…" I stopped myself, shaking my head.

I'm just digging my grave deeper.

However, I wouldn't have minded it from him if he had done that. Not even what happened was a big deal unless it was for him.

The last thing I want is to be a turn-off for you, but I can't help it. This is all a first for me!

Blowing my nose on the sheets, he shook his head before dropping them.

"Fuck, Sylvia, you're driving me insane. I hope you know that." He sighed, shoving me onto the bed.

"What?" I gazed at him.

However, before I could say anything else, his lips crashed into mine, allowing his tongue to invade my cavity, leaving me mewling into our kiss. His taste in me didn't make him pull away. Though when he tugged away, I took a chance to speak.

"Was it good?" I mumbled, feeling my heart want to beat out of my chest.

Licking his lips, he smirked. "It was amazing. Thank you for your service, Sparky. Now, shall I return the favor?"

I nodded my head, leaning into the bed. A soft smile formed on his lips before trailing kisses from my chin to my breast. There, he suckled on them, prompting my nips to perk up, allowing his tongue to dance around them. All the while, his hand traced down my navel, leaving a wake of heat on his path.

Shivers ran down my spine, feeling him trace my features much like I had done to him. However, it wasn't long until he ended up in my groin. His tail wrapped around one of my legs before tugging it to separate them. Using that chance, he trailed my vulva, slipping right under my underwear.

A whine left me feeling sore from the day before. Tugging away from my breast, he gazed at me, studying me. There was a string of saliva connecting him to my nob, which he cut by licking his lips.

"Are you okay, sweetheart?" he asked, pressing my entrance with the tip of his finger.

He was watching my reaction to the pressure his member placed on me.

"Stupid, I already told you I'm sore," I mumbled, glancing down at him.

Finn tilted his head. "Should I stop?" he sighed, drawing away from my vulva.

Instinctively, I grabbed onto his hand.

"No… I never said that. Don't you dare run away!" I huffed, wanting him to hold me.

A soft sigh left his lips before he spread my legs open.

"As you wish, Sparks. Don't cry this time." He smirked, leaning down on my groin.

Feeling his breath against my sensitive spots caused me to shiver. A second later, he lapped my slits with his tongue. The warmth caused me to hum, reaching for his hair with my hands. This time, he wasn't holding my right hand in his.

He gazed up with a sly smile when I clasped his hair in my palms. I didn't know what expression I was showing him, but I wanted him to continue. Closing my eyes, I allowed myself to fall into the pleasure.

His fingers soon found my walls as his lips sucked on my bell while his tongue danced on it. I could feel him lift the small folds around it, making me tremble every time his soft member flicked it. A sharp yelp left me, but he didn't stop this time.

His fingers kept caressing my walls before they found a spot that made me gasp.

"Finn!" I whined, feeling my body get hotter with everything he did.

The discomfort soon turned into pure pleasure, giving away to a knot forming in my core, which triggered me to buck my hips into him. His wings spread wide, prompting my eyes to shift towards them. Again, the crimson tips were slowly turning purple.

Why is…

The tips of his horns were changing, too. His eyes shimmered a bright blue, just like the prior night. This demon had captivated me in ways I had yet to realize. The way his nails never pierced me, even though they rapidly caressed me, alerted me to how gentle he was, especially his fangs; I felt them pinch my skin at times but never drew blood.

His hand and tail that held my legs apart never bruised me. The only discolorations on my skin were from his love bites. Even though this demon had the strength to crush bones with them, every time he held me, there wasn't a single injury sustained by me.

You treat me like a doll made of glass.

The knot tightened to the point I tugged on his hair, wanting him to gaze at me.

"Finn, I think I'm going to—" A sharp mewl left me when he suddenly sucked on my sensitive bell, flicking it with his tongue.

In an instant, I reached my peak, convulsing in his grip. Instead of tugging away, he lapped everything that came from me again. My body twitched, feeling him lick my slits when he pulled away his fingers from my walls.

It was like I whited out for a couple of seconds before crashing back into reality as he withdrew from my vulva. Lapping his fingers clean, he caged me under him as I rested my legs against his hips. My mind traveled to the thought of when Lillia and he made love.

Did you hold her like this?

When Finn gazed at me, I couldn't help pushing myself up to meet with his lips.

I want to replace her in every way there is.

My taste in him, instead of being a repellent, was more of an assurance. At this moment, he was mine, and I relished it, especially since we were in the room where memories collided. I didn't know who he was thinking about.

It didn't matter if it was me or Lillia. To me, all that mattered was that he was with me, and when my name left him, it assured me even more. I desired this demon to leave his past love behind, but I knew it wasn't easy.

Serah was still a prisoner, and so was he. He had freed me from my previous life, but he was still stuck in hell. It wouldn't change anything even if I told him my feelings. Withdrawing away from his lips, I gazed down to where his member was rubbing against my vulva.

"Finn," I trailed off, grabbing onto his heat.

There, I lined it up at my entrance. Even though it still scared me to remember the pain I felt when he first went in the day before. I…

"Please?" I mumbled.

A soft smile rose on his lips before he pressed his forehead against mine. Replacing my hand with his, he pushed his tip against my slits.

"No need to beg. I'm yours, remember? I'll always give it to you whenever you want it. All you have to do is look at me like you are now." He murmured, thrusting himself into me with ease.

Again, the discomfort was present, but it quickly melted away. Feeling him fill me to the brim, I couldn't help but hum while shivering under him.

"O-only m-mine?" I whined.

"Mhm, only yours." He assured me, kissing my cheek while waiting for me to get used to his shape.

Even though I had found my release recently, my body quickly found its peak again while feeling him in me. It wasn't as intense as the first one, but it still made me tremble under him. A small nervous chuckle came from the demon when he felt me tighten on him.

"Are you trying to rip my dick off, Sparks?" he sighed, struggling not to move.

"I can't help it! You're so big!" I yelped, feeling him thrust into me.

I gazed up at him, only to be met by his lips. It was the only thing that stopped my mewls from erupting. Instead, a soft whine left me while his hands met with mine, entwining them before they ended against the bed.

Feeling his skin brush against mine filled me with ecstasy with each pull and shove. However, when he drew away from my lips, he pressed his lips against my temple, allowing his pants to fill my ears.

With each thrust, I couldn't help but squeal his name as I wrapped my legs around his hips.

"Fuck! Sylvia, please don't do that. I won't last if you do." He moaned in my ear.

I didn't even know what I was doing. However, seeing his face warped in pleasure made me clasp tightly to his hands. His movements were steady and at a rapid pace. He wasn't being as gentle as he was the previous day.

Finn's tail wrapped around my waist, making sure I stayed in place as every push made me feel him up to my womb's entrance. It was like he was kissing it every time he shoved into me while his skin pressed against my sensitive bell.

Tears were dripping down my eyes, not of pain but pure ecstasy. It wasn't long until that tingly sensation grew within me again. Feeling our skins slap against one another made me want it even more as I clenched tightly against his hands.

Our sweat mixed while slurping sounds came from our connection—one which he deepened every time he thrust himself into me. Before I knew it, my hips moved to his rhythm, grinding on him any time he was close. Soft mewls left me, wanting to deepen the feeling I was slowly consumed by.

Is this how sex really feels? Or is it because I'm with you?

"D-does it f-feel good f-for you?" I asked, trembling under him.

Tugging away from my left hand, he pressed himself against the bed for a better grip. His movements stayed consistent, though.

"So, fucking good. I fucking love it." He huffed, gripping the beddings tighter than he had my hand.

You love it?

With my free hand, I gripped his arm firmly before trailing it up to his shoulder, which made him kiss me again. The suddenness made my mind white out, releasing the knot that had formed in my core. My voice went erratic, convulsing under him, prompting him to tug away from my lips.

"Fuck!" He cursed as I felt him twitch within me before an explosion that filled me with his seeds followed it.

Huffing for air was the only thing I could do, trying to locate my mind. This feeling was something I could get addicted to—something I wanted to keep repeating. Licking my neck, Finn pushed himself into me again.

It almost caused everything he pumped into me to gush out. Though, at the same time, it made it slipperier than his saliva and my lubricant alone.

"Another round?" he murmured into my ear.

Softly nodding, I gazed at him in a haze, prompting him to smirk. Letting go of my other hand, he thrust into me again, staring at the same rhythm as before. That night, I spent it under him. Not that I would've had it any other way.

Even though everything was so intimate, there came a time when my body couldn't keep up with the insatiable demon. After a couple of more times, eventually, my body became all numb, and I couldn't keep my eyes open.

Drawing me into his embrace, I closed my eyes, using his arm as my pillow. There was no knowing what daylight would bring, but one thing was certain. I desired to keep my new life and would do that at all costs.