~ JESSE ~
Two Days Later
'Now, you take the flows this time and- '
'Cazz! No! I'm not good at this part.'
'There's only one way to get better. Isn't that why we're here?'
'Yes, but… if I get it wrong I could kill the poor thing.'
'Better to kill a chicken now, than an innocent human next week, right?'
I hated it when he was right. The truth was, I knew I needed to stop avoiding taking control when we were wielding. But I was already exhausted, and now second guessing the burst
of confidence I'd had about doing this together when Maya suggested it.
Cazz had been very quiet that night after we left Maya's. He'd made love to me in the dark, wordlessly, but his body and the bond told me everything that was important- namely, that he
was terrified by the overwhelming flood of emotion he was trying so desperately to manage. But even that night I'd been able to sense him starting to waver in his resolve.
