~ JESSE ~
"Even this right now," I said sullenly. "Once again, it's the old pattern, right? He doesn't know what to do so he sends you-"
"No, Jesse. I thought that too, at first. I even said something to him. But he said you couldn't hear him right now. He sent me because he wants to know how he can make this better, but he thinks you can't tell him. So he wanted me to ask. And I have to say, after everything that's happened… I mean he could have chosen anyone else. He sent me because he thought that would help you."
I sighed again. "See? He's being sweet and good and I can see that. So then I feel guilty for holding everything against him when he's trying so hard. But then it's so unfair, because I didn't do this to us!"