Bella thought of her recent condition and linked them. She has been feeling extremely tired also her stomach is not cooperating. There were frequent dizziness and she throwed up often. She stared at her reflection in the mirror. And today she even fainted. These things are only indicating one thing...she might be pregnant.
But how can this be possible when he....wait he didn't use that. She also didn't take any morning after pills. How can she be so careless to just act like that thing never happened. But now it is still not confirmed. She might not be pregnant. She need to take the test as soon as possible.
Her mind was in chaos and that didn't help much to her sleep. She tossed and turned the entire night and slept only when she usually wake up. But her quick sleep got disturbed because of the alarm sound. She wakes up Rachel and get her ready for school after that. The child obeyed her at once because she didn't want to trouble her mother. Atleast not after what happened last night.
They both reached the school and shared some pecks before parting ways. After dropping her daughter, she reached to the nearby store and bought three different tests. Ofcourse with her face masked, she was confident about her identity. She payed for it and returned back home.
After drinking a lots of water she waited for another half an hour before she took the tests. She don't know what to hope at this point. Does she want it to be positive or negative? She thought about this all when she waited for the results.
A beep sound interrupted her thoughts and she walked up to the counter. She grabbed the first test with trembling hands and looked at the screen. Two lines....she is pregnant. But how can it be? She checked the other two but the truth remained the same. No matter how many times she look at them the lines still remain paired. She is pregnant.
But how can it be they only did it one night. Her hands start shaking as she grabbed the test kit in her hand. Her tears started flowing unknowingly as she sat down on the ground with the support of the wall. This child.....this is real. She is having a child in her belly. Her breathing got uneven as she thought about the future.
What will happen to this child? What will happen to her? What about Rachel? And mainly what about Lucas? How can I tell him? He might get really angry to get him involved in this unwanted pregnancy. What if he asked me for an abortion? These thoughts crossed over her mind one by one.
Does she even want to keep this child? Endless questions rose up in her mind and she didn't know the answer of any of them. The awaiting future scared her as she thought of the never-ending possibilities in every situation. For the first time she felt like she don't know anything.
She just stayed seated there, on the cold ground, sobbing and thinking nothing. Until some footsteps approached her.