I always have this dream about a young and handsome man who has white hair. A young man who is always in pain cause of the death of his lover.
I seriously don't get why I have that kind of dream but everything I wake up from that dream tears well in my eye, I seriously don't get it at all.
My life hasn't always been going well, ever since i was born.Somehow i feel like I wasn't meant to be there. I've never really had fun like any kid my age, apart from my parents being rich, they always end up in bad terms. My parents are on the worst terms ever and are on the verge of breaking up.
I come from a very rich family, and as the only child, i actually got whatever I wanted, they granted my every wish completely ignoring my deepest wishes.
"Wataru, hey Wataru." My mom called as I held my pillow close to me, still keeping my eyes shut.
"Wataru, why don't you come and have breakfast, you'll be late to school ." She opened my door and walked in.
"I'll be down mom." I said rolling on my bed.
I started highschool a month ago after many years due to health issues and I was alone, obviously. Being an only child just made things worse cause I had no one to speak to.
"Hey," someone called as I looked up and saw a very beautiful girl with purple hair looking down at me and smiling.
"O-oh, hey." I answered, my face turning red as I hid the book I was with behind me, immediately.
"Am Hinami Yoshida, am the class president." She said.
Hinami Yoshida, the class representative for class 2-7, my class. She was the first and only person I've spoken with since I got into high school.
"Oh, am aware." I said as she smiled.
"Yeah, we spoke when you came recently." She said smiling. "You've been avoiding others since, do you have some kind of problem?"
"N-no" Actually, I don't want to have any close relationship with anyone, cause... I wouldn't know when tragedy would befall me and I didn't want anyone to feel sad cause of me.
"Let's begin class." A teacher said walking into the class.
"Oh, the teacher's here, let's talk during lunch." She said still smiling before waving at me and walking back to her seat.
I nodded before facing my front. When I looked up, I saw a guy looking angrily at me.
*Tchh, they're on to me again.* I thought looking down at my book.
Time for lunch, I sat on my seat looking out of the window. I had totally forgotten my lunch and I didn't want to go to the cafetaria cause many students were there.
*Ahhh, am actually kinda hungry right now.* I thought.
"Hey." I heard someone call before dragging a seat infront of my desk. I looked up and saw the class president.
"H-hey."
"You didn't bring any lunch today?" She asked.
"Y-yeah."
*She'll really cause me problem.*
"Wanna share mine?" She asked smiling.
"N-no, I don't really need any." That was a big lie, I wanted to eat so I'd be able to take my medication.
"Okay, if you say so." She said smiling before looking at me.
"W-what?" I asked looking away.
"Nothing, really." She said smiling.
"I-i'll be back, I need to use the restroom." I said as she nodded.
I got into the restroom, did my stuff and went to wash my hands. Few minutes later three guys walked in.
"Hey, pretty boy." One of them called.
I recognized him as the guy who was looking at me back in class.
"H-hey."
"Don't act so stupid in our front yo." Another said.
"Am-am sorry." I said looking away.
"I'll like to go back if you have nothing to say to me."
"Fucker!" He cursed. "Don't go thinking you'll get to her cause you look so cute." He said.
"Am sorry."
"Don't go near her again."
"Am sorry I won't." I said walking out of the restroom.
"I'll get you later."
*I seriously prefer a quiet life.*
I went back to class and she was still there. We kept talking till lunch time was over.
*I don't know how to tell her to leave me, she's so nice.* I thought.
After school, I waited for my dad to call me so I brought out my drugs and a can of water.
"Hey, bastard." Someone said before slamming his hand on my desk.
"Whoa..."
"You really don't listen."
"Am sorry what? I don't know what I've done to you guys but please, I need to do something." I said as one of them kicked my desk making my drugs fall.
*What the hell?*
I bent to pick them up but one of them stepped on my hand.
"Ow, ow, it hurts." I pleaded as he kept squashing them and grinning.
I tried pushing him away as hard as I could with my other hand making him hit another person.
"Don't feign ignorance man, I've told you about this before."
I was bleeding due to another whole reason and getting seriously tired. I seriously needed to take my medication.
"You bastard!" He cursed before throwing a punch at me.
"Ow!" I screamed as blood began running down my nose. He kept hitting me and his friends came to join him.
"This is just to make sure you don't go near Hinami again." One of them said before kicking my face and walking out.
*It hurts.* I thought grabbing my chest before coughing out blood.
I was getting really weak by the time they stopped. My phone began ringing and I grabbed it and picked it up. It was from my dad. My white shirt was already stained with blood.
"Dad...." I called faintly.
"Wataru? Why are you sounding that way?" He asked before I started coughing. I used my hand to cover my mouth and by the time I removed it I saw blood on my hand.
"Dad... please."
"Wataru!" He screamed, then I heard the sound of the door of his car closing forcefully. "Where are you?"
"2-7." I answered before coughing out blood.
I rested my back on the wall of the class before trying to take my drugs but they all ended up being stained by blood.
My hands were shaking violently and I wasn't able to control them. My drugs fell from my hand and my head began to hurt.
"D-dad......." I called weakly before my hands dropped.
*I can't move. Dad....." I thought as tears ran down my cheeks.
The door opened forcefully but my vision was blurry.
"Wataru!Wataru!!!!" I heard my father's voice, he ran towards me and tried raising me up before I stopped hearing them completely.
I could see their lips moving and my Yoshida crying.
*Wait, why the hell did she come back?* I thought as my eyes started closing.
*Huh? I- I can't see them anymore.*
*Well, it was already pretty obvious that i won't stay alive for a long time. I wonder where dead people go. I really didn't achieve anything. My parents would end up getting divorced. The thought of that hurts, it hurts. But... a part of me is so selfish, am relieved, that I'm done suffering. My health condition was so bad I literally lived my life waiting for death, but now, it's all over. Atleast I'll be okay wherever I go, dad and mom would be sad but I think it's high time they forgot me. I've caused them so much trouble.*
Suddenly, I felt the urge to open my eyes. I found myself in a very white room.
*Huh? I thought I was dead.* I thought looking round the room.
"Oh dear,you finally arrived, we've been waiting for the past 16 years now." a beautiful lady said walking into the room.
*Who the hell?* I thought.
"I am the goddess of life, and I've come to give a second chance in life."
"You said you've been waiting for 16 years, did you know that I'd die today?"
"I don't know what you mean by dying today but the revelation came earlier today that you'd be coming here soon."
*What nonsense dream is this?*
"Okay, let me look into the family you'll be joining, am sure it'll be a very good one." She said humming as she went through a thick book.
*Family? What's going on?*
"Oh heavens, I can't give you a family, what's going on. What?! It's not a royal family and I can't even see there status." She said looking shocked.
"Am confused here." I said.
"You see…" as she was still speaking I was dragged down with such heavy force.
"What the hell?!" I shouted as I fell.
"Thank goodness, the baby was born safely." I heard a woman say as I opened my eyes.
*Huh? Am I in the hospital?* I thought trying to look round. *Hah… looks like I survived.*
"Am so happy he is safe." A woman said looking down at me.
*Who the hell's this lady? And Why's she speaking a different language? Maybe she's foreign. but i understand her, why?* I thought trying to speak up.
"Da da da…"
*Huh?! What the hell? I tried saying something, have I suddenly become dumb?* I thought raising my hand and looking at it, front and back.
*What the hell? Why's my hand so little? Am I still dreaming?* I thought as the woman who looked down at me carried me up making me look her in the eyes.
"Nyah nyah!!"
"Darling." she said kissing my cheeks.
*It feels so real, wait, have I been…*