"So what's the purpose of all of this? Why did you bring me here?"
I answered your call, and you answered mine. I know everything there is to know, but I lack the answer to one question. That's why I called you, and I suppose for you, the reason would be that you are maturing.
"Am I maturing?"
Yes!
"Why don't you reveal yourself to me? What are you really?"
Am I not already doing so?
"But everything is white, there's nothing here!"
Of course, it's not that everything was white because of the absence of something, it's more that this is how Ado perceived the absence.
We communicate with our beings. That already means revealing ourselves to one another. What do you exactly want?
"I want to see in a way that engraves in my being this appearance that is yours, undeniable proof of what you are, an impossible revelation to deny."
So you want to see what I truly am, while I'm here? You place a lot of importance on appearance.
Though I cannot blame you, your request is impossible to fulfill at this moment.
"Why?"
Because you wouldn't understand. Even if I took on a form you could understand, you would only see what you see of me, not what you do not see. I am not the appearance I take on in that sense. It would be better for you to mature to understand more things and experience them.
"So what is the question that even an entity who knows almost everything doesn't have the answer to? And why does this question lead me to you?"
You know the answer to these questions. After all, your being knows everything there is to know.
"But I don't have an answer?"
You don't have an answer to formulate because you don't even understand what's being discussed, and you get lost at every turn.
It's a matter of experience. You must experience to realize what you know. The being constantly desires to change what it is into an experience. As long as what is conceptual hasn't become an experience, it will only be speculation.
If we are both here, it's because we want to experience what we know!
Ado was more than ready to live this new experience. At first glance, it seemed mysterious and dangerous. It wasn't advisable to deal with the unknown, but she thought that if curiosity killed the cat, it had at least allowed it to live intensely for a moment.
"Why me and not someone else?"
You'll realize that soon. It makes little difference whether it's you or someone else. But if the question
troubles you that much, then make yourself indispensable. It must be you and not someone else.
"The 48 Laws of Power?"
Yes!
The words of your kind are the form of language that speaks to you best.
"What should I do to live this experience? How would you describe it?"
Explore another world, explore yourself. Is this an experience that interests you?
"Like in those fictions where I would be the protagonist going to another world? These stories of reincarnation, regression, or systems are very popular these days."
You consider yourself the protagonist? That's good, it's a good start. It's part of your learning. You must learn to value yourself. Everyone has their own story, and the stories of all coexist. You are the main character of your story.
Will you live this story?
Ado knew that this decision would be irreversible. Driven by the desire to see where this would lead her, to discover a new world, to experience the extraordinary, she accepted without hesitation.
"Alright, I will accompany you at the start of your journey. I will teach you to walk. You will walk, seek, and find your way, thus finding the answers to your questions and experiencing something entirely new.
Now, go.
Ado was no longer at the beginning. Her journey had just begun.
"Where am I?"
This is the starting point. This is where everything begins.
Ado felt she was nothing more than a point. No matter the direction in which she perceived herself, that point was her. Her realm. She knew everything, she was everything in that point.
"If I am just a point, how am I supposed to find my way? I never thought a point could house a being. It defies all common sense."
You must reach a dimension of being and perception.
The limitations stored in your mind and psyche will be shaken.
You will then perceive the possibilities.
"That doesn't really answer my question!"
It's work on yourself. It wouldn't make sense if I gave you the answer without some reflection. Perceive, think, and experience. I will give you clues at the right time.
"How long will such an endeavor take? I feel like I might get lost."
Why would a point, which could be anywhere in time, worry about such a thing? A point so infinitesimally small in all directions, does it need to worry about things like getting lost, being a point in every position?
"That's true, there's no space around me. I am everything, the universe in one being, one being in a point.
What else can I do? There's nothing but communicating with you."
Your beliefs fueled by your ego limit you. Isn't that what you call impostor syndrome?
Your cellular memory shouldn't limit you in this state, no matter the bad experiences stored or the reflexes that make you underestimate yourself. Is it deeply ingrained in your being?
Let's start by changing the way you think.
"Do I need to stop thinking pessimistically or focus on the bad things?"
No, let your thoughts flow, regardless of their nature. Trying to suppress them will just create an opposing force of equal value. You cannot escape the laws of balance for now.
By not holding on to them, you become free. You will no longer be subject to your beliefs and emotions. You will then be able to perceive everything differently, now free from any interpretation.
"I understand. And this place where there is nothing is conducive to this exercise. I calm myself, let my thoughts, the questions I ask, the constant flow of uncontrolled thoughts, my conscious thinking; I observe them from an outside perspective and let them flow."
Yes, freeing yourself from your thoughts starts by not considering them as reality. This prevents falling into illusions and mistaken predictions.
Everything is tied to your psyche.
How many times have you fallen into frightening situations after a flawed thought process, or into situations you thought were frightening but turned out to be completely different from your predictions?
"I admit that I tend to overthink, draw countless conclusions, and fantasize about hypothetical situations that are actually just illusions."
Yes, just like that day. It wasn't your fault. So why do you continue to live like this?
"It was because of me that this happened!
What do you know about it?
Being in this world makes me suffer every time I think about it."
The reason for your suffering is the gap between reality and your thoughts. You are a prisoner of your thoughts, refusing to accept reality as it is. Why do you fight reality in your inner world?
At this moment, don't seek control. Thought is a tool that should serve your consciousness.
"If I think in this way, what happened that day wasn't my fault because I couldn't prevent it. Am I not just shirking this responsibility? I should have obeyed that day and gone out with them."
Then you would have died with them. Your sense of guilt must not blind you. Take a step back, question the events of that day, challenge your beliefs and actions, and see what results. All thoughts follow the flow of the current; those that remain are the ones you validate.
"I see. By forgiving myself and continuing my path without clinging to these thoughts, I cease to be a puppet. And I can continue with the course of my life."
Yes, you choose whether or not to follow the thoughts that present themselves to you. It's an awareness of thought; you stop being thought. It's an exercise that doesn't happen automatically, but you will eventually succeed. Now that you are the master of your thoughts, you must experience the incredible power of your mind.