(ARLO)
I hate that I'm attracted to Miles.
Now all the fun of having him my captive at the cabin cellar is ruined. If I hadn't been this attracted to him, I wouldn't have had sex with him, to begin with. I still have no idea why I did that in the first place. Sure, I was horny but even so, having sex with my mark was a dumb thing to do. Risky.
Even down at the cellar just now, his scent made me get a weird reaction. I decided to be twice as mean to him because of what his scent was doing to me. It pisses me off because I don't want to be attracted to Miles. He's just a card to be played. He's a pawn in my game.
And I'd love to use him some more.
I curse under my breath as I climb up the stairs to the kitchen. Marus glances at me uneasily as I enter the room. His yellow eyes glitter in the dim light. "You had a nice chat?" He asks.
