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Chapter 9 - Taking Risky Steps

Juniper's POV

I stared at my reflection in the bathroom mirror, barely recognizing the hollow-eyed woman gazing back at me. The events of the past few weeks had taken a brutal toll, and I felt myself unraveling thread by thread.

A soft knock at the door made me jump. "Juniper? It's me, Aria."

Of course it was her. My scheming stepsister had barely left my side lately, slinking around under the guise of "comforting" me while sowing her poisonous seeds at every turn.

I sighed. "Come in."

The door creaked open and Aria swept in, perfectly coiffed as always. She clucked her tongue disapprovingly. "You can't keep huddling away in here like a frightened mouse, dear sister. This brooding serves no one."

"What would you have me do, Aria?" I snapped, whirling to face her. "Pretend everything's fine while that snake Orion bleeds me dry?"

Aria's expression morphed into one of saccharine sympathy. "I know this is an agonizing situation. But you must find your inner steel, Juniper. Summon your determination to fight back."

Fight back. The words sparked something deep inside me - a long-dormant flame of defiance I thought had been snuffed out by Orion's repeated cruelties.

Sensing my intrigued silence, Aria pressed on. "That wretched man holds all the power right now because you've allowed it. But what if the tables were turned? What if you took control and dictated terms to Orion for once?"

I stared at her dumbly. "How? He has me caught in an airtight legal stranglehold."

Aria tsked impatiently. "Must I spell everything out? Use your wits for once, Juniper! Find Orion's weaknesses and exploit them as he's doing to you. Turn his own malice against him."

The idea was almost too outrageous to entertain. Align myself with Orion in order to betray him? Work from the inside to undermine his hold over me? My head spun with the sheer audacity of it.

"You're talking like I should join forces with the devil himself," I mused aloud. "Is that what you're really suggesting?"

Aria's eyes glinted with something like triumph. "If that's what it takes to finally free yourself from this torment? Yes, absolutely. Stop playing the victim for once and start fighting like a ruthless winner."

I opened my mouth but found myself speechless. Every instinct within me recoiled at the thought of throwing in with Orion and his depravities. But the more I turned Aria's proposal over in my mind, the more tantalizing it became.

Orion's rampant legal victories stemmed directly from exploiting my trusting nature. If I shifted the paradigm, viewed this as war rather than a misbegotten relationship, perhaps I could finally seize control of the situation.

"I'll think it over," I said finally, adding a hasty, "But anything that extreme is a hard, hard sell for me."

Aria shrugged one silk-clad shoulder. "I'm simply giving you the option most likely to yield success, sister dear. But the decision has to come from that fiery core I know you possess." With that parting shot, she swept from the bathroom, leaving me to my roiling thoughts.

The next few days passed in a blur of fretful indecision. I paced the house from room to room, chewing over Aria's risky proposal from every angle. Part of me knew getting anywhere near Orion's poisonous sphere would be utter madness.

And yet...hadn't avoiding direct confrontation only resulted in more demoralizing losses to this point? Maybe it was time to fight fire with fire for a change.

On the fourth night of this debate, Lucian returned from yet another of his secretive "business trips." He found me in the den, hunched on the sofa and gnawing my nails to the quick.

"June? What's going on?" His deep voice broke through my fugue state. "You look utterly consumed."

I whipped around to face him, taking in his handsome features and piercing gaze. This was the man I had once thought could be my protector, my partner against all threats. Now I found myself questioning where his allegiances truly lay.

"It's...it's nothing," I deflected, unable to give voice to the treacherous notions swirling in my brain. "Just Orion being Orion, you know?"

Lucian settled onto the couch beside me, draping one arm around my shoulders in a comforting gesture. I suppressed a shudder, feeling almost repulsed by the affectionate move.

"You know you can always tell me, right?" he murmured. "Nothing stays hidden from me for long."

Something in his tone rubbed me the wrong way - a hint of arrogant superiority, perhaps. I bristled and shrugged off his embrace, rising to put some space between us.

"Right, because you tell me everything too?" I shot back, a sudden surge of resentment welling up from my core. "Like where you keep disappearing to on these endless business jaunts?"

Lucian blinked at my sharp tone, momentarily wrong-footed. "I've been completely transparent, June. Those trips were for..."

"For what?" I pressed, voice rising despite myself. "Some clandestine meeting with Orion? Another collaboration to undermine me and keep me under his thumb?"

Fire flared in Lucian's eyes at the blatant accusation. He shot to his feet, fists clenching at his sides. "You're letting your doubts twist everything, Juniper. After all I've sacrificed for you!"

"Have you?" I countered wildly. "Or is this all just another of your deceptions? Like pretending to be disabled, wheedling me to trust you through misdirection and fraud!"

The instant the vicious words left my lips, I regretted them. Lucian looked as though I'd physically struck him, face draining of color.

"I can't...I won't stand here and be accused like this," he gritted out between clenched teeth. "When you're ready to rejoin reality and stop listening to that poison Aria keeps feeding you, then we'll talk."

With that parting shot, he turned on his heel and stormed out, leaving me feeling lower than low. 

I sank back onto the sofa, tears of shame and despair welling in my eyes. A large part of me ached to chase after Lucian, throw myself at his feet and beg for forgiveness.

But another, more feral part - the part emboldened by Aria's sinister proposal - urged me to view this rift as an opening. An opportunity to finally take the fight to Orion directly by ingratiating myself with him somehow.

The idea made me nauseous. And yet, I found myself unable to dismiss it entirely as my sobs faded to grim determination. If Orion wanted hardball, then that was the game I would have to play - by whatever ruthless means necessary.

Over the next few days, I steeled myself to pursue this perilous path of deception. The first step came when Lucian phoned me, contrite and apologizing for overreacting during our argument.

"I was out of line," he said earnestly. "June, you know I only want to protect you. I'd never do anything to harm you."

"I know," I lied smoothly, a seed of fresh betrayal planting itself deep in my heart. "We both got a bit heated. I want to move past this, Lucian. I truly do."

He sounded relieved. "Me too, love. How about I take you out for a nice evening tonight? We'll go wherever you'd enjoy."

Kill him with kindness. That was my new strategy as I prepared to face Orion once more.

"That sounds perfect," I chirped, every ounce of saccharine sweetness I could muster dripping from the words. "I'll start getting ready."

Lucian's plans to rekindle intimacy played right into my hands that night. As I sipped cocktails and made flirtatious small talk over an expensive meal, I could sense his growing ease. He believed my act of putting the strain behind us. Little did he know, I was simply lulling him into a false sense of security.

Back at home, Lucian pulled me close and began trailing kisses along the sensitive skin of my neck in that maddeningly skillful way of his. I returned his ardor with exaggerated enthusiasm, clutching him nearer.

"I've missed you so much," I breathed against his lips. Lie upon lie. My heart had turned to jagged stone.

Lucian chuckled huskily. "What a night then. Just you and me, this connection between us..." His fingers began deftly working the buttons of my blouse.

I arched into his touch, feigning rapturous surrender as my mind calculated each step. Once Lucian drifted off to sleep in post-coital bliss, I would slip away to finally meet with the viper at the heart of all my anguish - the one man who might hold the keys to my salvation after all.

Orion.

The arrangements were already made. In just a few brief hours, I would take that first, irrevocable step down a dark new path. One that would either lead to my complete liberation...or my ultimate undoing.