Why do I do this to myself and to Silver? I feel so remorseful. If I had just kept my stupid mouth shut and stopped acting like a child, we wouldn't have fought.
I caused a fight again. I don't know why I keep doing this. Instead of saying what I really want to say, I say something else and cause a fight. It's all because I feel uneasy seeing Silver with that mage, and I don't know why she doesn't see how he looks at her.
Jealousy. It was a new feeling to me, and I didn't know how to react. The funniest part was feeling like she'd pick that mage because he's not a 'thousand-year-old' dragon. Humans are specific about age anyway. I shouldn't have lied about my age. I thought it was a joke at the time, but now I regret it.
