I, myself am no different, struggling with the choice choosing between my humanity or my survival. I needed to come to a choice fast, as I did. My choice is...
My survival! I made a choice purely with selfishness and immorality. I decided to abandon my humanity for my survival.
'Was I always like this? Was I always so heartless to make a choice like this so quickly, Even though the blood of other people is at stake I still decided to make this choice?' I thought realized how selfish and hypocritical my view on taking the life of other was.
'No! I will save them in the future! I will live now and come back to save them' I thought trying to justify myself of the action I was about to commit.
"Ok, now begin the slaughter." The Demon in flesh said taking everyone out of their trance as blood begin to spill and cries for help begin to surface, but I ignored it as I begin to ready myself to kill another human being.
I leap in the air as I took my dagger and started to move as I found two people fighting each other. I moved towards the more healthy one and came near him.
The man clearly noticed me and was distracted as the other guy puts his dagger into his abdomen. He screams in pain. I took the opportunity as I came close to him and sliced his head killing him.
[Ding! You have killed a human being, you have gotten experience]
[Ding! You have killed a member of your own species]
[Ding! You have gained achievement, [kin killer] for your achievement]
I ignored the massage that popped up on the screen. I felt Stronger, Faster, my mind felt clearer after the massage but I ignored it and focused on the other guy.
I took my dagger and the dagger of the man I just killed and begin the attack at the injured person Infront of me. I launched an attack at him trying to peirce his throat with my dagger as he blocked my attack with his dagger.
I grinned. He felt right into my trap as I launched a second attack with my other dagger I stole for the dead person. His eyes widened as he realized how badly he fell into my trap. He couldn't do anything. If he tried something he will be peirced with the dagger the is stopping and if he didn't do anything he would die by my other dagger.
He tried to come up with a plan to survive but was too late as my dagger peirced his head killing.
[Ding! You have killed a human, you have gained experience]
[Ding! You have achieved a level up...]
To be continued...