"I don't quite understand just yet ... Why this is happening... Why life brings you up then just... Crumbles you up and throws you out whenever... Well.. not like it matters... I was always gonna die... Ever sense the start... Heh, everyone.... Everything... Was it all meaningless...?"

After my few last thoughts I passed out... All I could hear before was the sound of loud... Annoying sirens.... Some guy trying to reach me... I don't know why though... We are total strangers... No one has time to care, well, unless they are getting paid..

It only felt like 5 minutes ago this all happened. I soon awoke in a hospital.

"Where am I?! How am I still alive...." I sit up in the bed quickly and examine the room im in. It appears to be a hospital room. I look to my right on the wall and see the remote.

"I Could use it to call someone but... That would just make me more of a bother.." I thought to myself, staring aimlessly at the remote.

A nurse walks past my room as she dose I stare her down. She looks over at me and instantly stops and starts to yell.

"Doctor! Doctor aikujin!! Patient room 273 is awake! Come quick!" After the lady yells this a doctor walks over to her and talks to her for a moment before walking in.

"I see your awake, Mr. Kinojin." The doctor says as he stands there calmly with a gentle smile on his face. A gentle but genuine one.

"Uh-.. yes, I am..." I replied as I looked to the floor at my right.

"Well then, how are you feeling?"

"Like I got hit by a car..."

*The doctor laughs some* "well, that checks out.. considering you kinda were"

"Yeah.. guess so.."

"I am Dr. Aikujin, its nice to meet you"

"Even though you know already, I'm kiyosho kinojin. Nice to meet you as well doctor."

"Well you should be ok to leave in a week or so, and please press the red button on the remote over there if you need anything" he states as he points to the button

"Yeah.. thank you..." I say out of politeness, knowing I won't use it either way.

The doctor nods then starts to leave my room but stops half way through.

"Oh and by the way Mr. Kinojin, the staff wanted to try something new for some reason so the tv now lays to your left right under the bed frame"

"Oh ok,got it... Thanks..." As soon as he leaves I pull the tv out and start to watch ahowa until I fall asleep.