She was developing feelings for me, my translation ability provided me with clear meanings, however the interpretation still falls under my discretion. I could understand that she wished for we to be together, as couple I mean.
However, I could not do that because I rescued her, made her evolve, and now I was providing her with a whole new life. Taking advantage of that to fulfill my desires would be terrible. How could I proclaim myself as a cleric with good intentions when I am abusing the priestesses who join my faith?
It is not like I despise the goblins, and particularly, I can say that they became truly beautiful, they had grown to heights that I could not mistake then anymore for children. Matila changed even more, and the most impressive change was that they now appear to be more mature than before. As if evolution had provided them with some kind of enlightenment.