In a moment like this
I want to drown in the abyss
Who talks things out
With screaming and shouting
Some pushing and shoving
For crying out loud.
Why won't you let go
As to make me feel so low
I'm not to blame
Yet after some shattering and smashing
More yelling and thrusting
I'm the fool caught up in the flame.
My heart is aching
Splintering beneath my chest
Who am I kidding?
Trying to sublime at best
While his words have me believing
That I'm the one at fault.
My soul is bleeding
Drowning me from inside (and for what)
The pain is seeping
Throughout the depths of my core
Still the words are reminiscing
Leading up to the perrault.
He broke down my walls
Laughed as he watched it crumble down
And however it befalls
I'm the one to drown
In a sea of thralls
After more brawls and crawls
Some scrawls and squalls
Yet seemingly it always forestalls.
Watching how I'm being disowned
Leaving me to fend on my own
Crying in absolute silence
Penalties for noncompliance
Have I fallen vulnerable at his touch?
Only a lure, a failure, a piece of skin
His drunken body needs a crutch
While he pours himself another 'Tonic and Gin'.
Blustering and swearing
An occurrence that's prefiguring
Within my wounds
He rubs the salt
By informing me that I'm at fault.