Lately I feel like I've been weighed down.
Unbalanced.
So heavy...
Battling mental monsters
But I'm never not ready.
Their trying to give me the BeeBop,
But I have to Rocksteady.
I'm trying to balance my cortex
I swear they won't let me...
Some things are so deep-rooted
That they simply can't be removed.
So what else can I do?
But chew
These pain pills till this shit improves...
A million thoughts
A million moves
Hindering little mystic hues.
It's hard to fight the monsters
When they live their life as part of you...
It's hard to fight the monster
When they know your every fuckin move.
All advantages you lose
When YOU are trying to go to war with YOU.
They say those who fight the monsters
Have to be careful that they don't become them.
But if they are inside of you
Then how can you outrun them?