I hope it rains...
Because that's the only time when I can cry.
The droplets cover everything
And it's too dark to see my eyes.
Raindrops are my tear's perfect disguise...
That's why I only cry when it rains...
And sometimes I beg for answers
Why!?
If something is wrong
I'd rather lie.
Because I don't want your sympathies
Don't tell me it'll be alright.
I look forward to the gathering clouds
So that I can scream and cry out loud
I could just let it all go.
Let my walls just crumble down...
No one cares about the tears of a clown
As long as he keeps spreading happiness around.
And as I listen and watch those drops
Drip and splatter
I further gather
The notion that my pain just doesn't matter.
So I wait for the storm
Because only it really knows
What's going through my mind
And how all of this shit goes.
And I don't want to think.
I don't want to care.
I don't want to tell you how I feel.
I won't bother share.
I don't want to argue with anyone.
I'm pulling out my hair.
I don't want to cover up these tears.
Fuck it if the people stare.
I just want the rain.
I just want the rain...
Because when I'm feeling like shit
Only the storm consoles me.
I confide in the darkness.
Only the cold can hold me.
I don't care about examples of happiness you can show me
Because at the end of the day only
Me, myself, and I know me...
I just wish it would rain.
Just rain...