I sat underneath the stars of my dreaming tree.
Alone is what I'm meant to be. At least I feel, for now, just peace.
And
I guess I couldn't see the individual colors.
I got so lost in you, I think we sorta became each other's.
And I can't say I don't miss your skin under my covers.
But two separate blankets should never be a thing for lovers.
It's only been 5 days and I still drink bustelo.
I need to mellow, shit let me split another relo...
And just 3 years ago I was a different fellow
Us "knights" are always helmeted... I'm sure no one can tell though...
When the Sun sets, I feel it.
The Moon pulls in the memories, the soft light reveals it...
Pain Is temporary, but we all conceal it.
We have to fall
Into ourselves if we ever want to heal it.
These four walls are so new.
That's all me.
There's no you.
With these soft greens
Mixed with soft blue.
But Scarlett night's are my new view...
So I...
Light a candle.
Fiery vandal.
And I
Avoid the scandals.
Shit, I can handle.
And think I can do this.
"This is what you wanted right?"
Not necessarily
But NECESSITY is only right.
4 floors up.
Things are better with a different view.
Not much that I can do
But sit and battle with the ghost of you.