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Chapter 36 - Chapter 36 - Nursery Disturbance

The infant's cries pierced the quietude of the grand nursery, shattering the delicate harmony of pastel hues and elaborate gilded furniture once again. Maggy, her arms wrapped securely around the young master, hastened into the room, her attempts to console him falling upon deaf ears. Amelie set aside the leather-bound book, the knowledge within its pages momentarily forgotten as she rose to meet them.

"Let me," Amelie said softly, her eyes reflecting a well of compassion.

Taking the squirming bundle from Maggy's arms, Amelie cradled the young master close to her chest. His wails persisted, each sob a tiny dagger to her heart. The room, with its silk drapes and portraits of ancestors, long passed, seemed to hold its breath as Amelie whispered soothing words to the child.

"What troubles you so, young master?" she murmured, the words a gentle caress against his velvety cheek. Her mind wandered to the Duke, Ludwig, whose somber presence loomed even in his absence. What ghosts haunted his steps, casting shadows upon this innocent soul?

The minutes ticked by, marked only by the rhythmic creak of the floorboards beneath Amelie's measured pace. She hummed a lullaby, its melody a soft river flowing through the stillness, carrying away the remnants of the young master's distress. Gradually, the tension eased from his tiny body, his cries fading into whimpers and then, at last, yielding to the comforting embrace of slumber.

Amelie had reached her limit. Despite being content with most aspects of her life, the duke's behavior had become unbearable. She couldn't bear her constant dissatisfaction, especially regarding the child's name. Although it was not customary for Southeasters to baptize their children, she felt he could at least publicly announce his son's name. And his lack of time spent with the child only added to her grievances.

The duke alone held the power to utter the child's name, yet he showed little interest in him. Each time the young lord returned from his father, tears streamed down his face like a torrential downpour.

Amelie continued to sway gently, her gaze fixed upon the peaceful face of the child now resting against her. She could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest, the warm puffs of breath that danced across her skin. In this moment, time seemed to slow, allowing her to savor the quiet triumph of a battle won with tenderness alone.

Instead of laying him down in his ornate crib, with its lace canopy and plush bedding, Amelie chose to keep the young master nestled within the circle of her arms. She found a comfortable chair and settled into it, careful not to disturb the precious burden she bore.

The nursery, awash in the golden glow of the morning sun, became a haven of serenity. Outside, the manicured gardens of the estate stretched out like a painting, the flowers a vibrant tapestry beneath the expansive sky. Within these walls, however, Amelie's world narrowed to the gentle weight of the sleeping child and the steady beat of his heart against her own.

As the young master slumbered on, oblivious to the complexities of the world he had been born into, Amelie allowed herself a moment of reflection. She thought of the path she walked, one that would inevitably lead her away from this place of privilege and beauty. Yet for now, her purpose was clear—to nurture, to protect, to teach.

And though she knew the day would come when she would step aside, her influence like a tender vine retreating from the sturdy oak it once embraced, Amelie took solace in the belief that her care would leave an indelible mark upon the young master's life. It was a silent promise, an unspoken vow, woven into the very fabric of her being.

In the softening light, Amelie's thoughts drifted to the Duke, to the sorrow that seemed to cling to him like a shroud. She wondered if, in caring for his son, she might also bring a measure of peace to the man whose tormented spirit walked the halls of the grand duchy.

Impatience gnawed at her, the months dragging on since her arrival in the duchy with no progress from the duke. It was time to take matters into her own hands. Determined, she sought out a meeting with the duke to confront him about the stagnant situation. With Anna's help, she would secure an appointment as soon as she returned to escort her to lunch and address the pressing issue at hand.

For now, though, she would cherish the warmth of the child in her arms, the sweet scent of his hair, the trust he placed in her with every breath. This was her realm, her duty, her joy—a bastion of love within a world that too often forgot its gentler graces.

Anna's footsteps were light against the polished marble as she entered the chamber where Amelie now sat, a book forgotten in her lap.

"Anna," Amelie began, her voice a gentle intrusion into the silence, "I must speak with the duke."

Anna lifted her gaze from the child in the crib to meet Amelie's earnest eyes. "The duke has little time for the concerns of his staff at the moment."

Amelie's heart quickened at the dismissal, but she persisted, buoyed by the unwavering sense of duty that had always guided her actions. "It is about the young master, his well-being..."

"Dear child," Anna interjected, her words laced with a tenderness that belied the firmness of her stance, "the duke is not one to be troubled with such issues. We have protocols for handling the young master's needs."

Undeterred, Amelie pressed on, her resolve hardening like the corset beneath her simple yet elegantly tailored gown. "But surely—"

"Surely nothing, Amelie." Anna's tone softened, even as she remained steadfast. "We are but mere gears in the grand clockwork of this estate. It is not our place to question or intrude upon the duke's affairs."

A knot formed in Anna's throat, her thoughts turning to the upcoming festivities. She knew the king would summon the duke to court, a veiled command none could ignore. The very thought sent ripples of unease through the household, the uncertainty of the duke's response hanging like a storm cloud over them all.

"Anna," Amelie pleaded, her determination lending her voice a strength that resonated within the high-ceilinged room, "there are things about the young master that need his attention—things only a father can provide."

"Amelie, you know as well as I that His Grace seldom leaves his chambers, let alone engages in matters concerning his son, that's what we are here for." Anna's eyes shifted, reflecting an internal conflict known only to her. "Even I hesitate to approach him unless it's necessary."

"Yet Maggy meets with him," Amelie countered, taking a step closer to the crib, her skirts whispering against the floor. "When it pertains to work, or the young master, she does not hesitate."

"That's different," Anna said curtly, her fingers tightening around the crib. "His wish demands it."

"Then allow me to accompany her," Amelie suggested, her voice imbued with a hope that was hard to dismiss. "Let me be the one to speak with him tomorrow."

"Enough, Amelie!" Anna's voice rose just enough to convey the finality of her word. She turned abruptly, her silhouette framed by the window's light, commanding and resolute. "The duke is not to be bothered by us. He trusts us to manage these affairs without his intervention."

Amelie's shoulders slumped ever so slightly, the weight of the unspoken truths bearing down upon her. She knew the boundaries imposed by their stations, understood the delicate tapestry of hierarchy that wove through every interaction within the walls of the estate. Yet, her concern for the young master urged her to cross lines that others dared not even approach.

"Forgive me, Anna," Amelie whispered, her spirit undimmed despite the rebuff. "I only wish to do what is right."

Anna's features softened, and she reached out to touch Amelie's arm with a maternal gentleness. "You are a good soul, Amelie Huber. But there are battles we cannot fight, no matter how noble our intentions may be."

The silence settled once more, a testament to the gulf between her desire to act and the rigid confines of her position. Yet, within the quiet, a flicker of resolve sparked to life. Amelie knew that the well-being of the young master was too important to surrender to protocol and fear.

She would find a way to reach the duke, to pierce the veil of solitude that shrouded him. For the sake of the child who needed his father, she would brave the unknown, armed with nothing but the strength of her convictions and the depth of her caring heart.

"Anna," Amelie began, voice steady despite the fluttering in her chest, "you know as well as I do that Friedrich holds the duke's ear. If I were to ask him—"

"No!" Anna's protest sliced through the air, sharp and swift. "You must not involve Friedrich". The distance between Amelie and Friedrich had been a blessing.

"Then you leave me no choice," Amelie replied, a hint of steel lining her soft tones. "I cannot stand idly by while the young master suffers. If you will not help me, I shall take matters into my own hands."

Anna's expression softened, the lines of worry etched deep into her features. After a moment of tense silence, she relented. "Very well," she said. "I shall see that you take the child His Grace tomorrow. It is irregular, but...perhaps it is time for irregularities."

Relief flooded Amelie's senses, and she nodded, a grateful smile touching her lips. "Thank you, Anna. I knew I could count on your compassion."

But as Anna retreated, leaving Amelie alone with her thoughts once more, the gravity of what lay ahead settled upon her shoulders. Meeting the duke would require all her tact and courage. How would she address a man of such stature, a man so fiercely guarded, so cloaked in sorrow?

Retreating to her bed, Amelie sat down, smoothing the fabric of her gown absently. Ludwig Therna von Naria und Wartenburg was not just any nobleman; he was a figure shrouded in whispers and conjecture. A man who had loved deeply and lost profoundly. To reach him, to truly speak to him, she would need to tread lightly upon the shards of his broken heart.

"Think, Amelie," she whispered to herself, her thoughts racing. "What words can touch a grieving soul? What plea can stir a dormant spirit?"