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Chapter 41 - Chapter 41 - Amelies Quiet Life

Amelie's days had settled into a quiet rhythm, the grandeur of the estate providing a tranquil backdrop to her duties. The mornings were filled with the soft baby cries and the rustle of book pages as she attended to her responsibilities as a wet nurse. The afternoons, however, brought a change that pierced the placid routine. She began to notice the Duke—Ludwig Therna von Naria und Wartenburg—emerging from the seclusion of his personal quarters.

But there was their first meeting that stubbornly lodged itself in the crevices of her memory, refusing to be smoothed over by the passage of mundane days. It had occurred two days following the night she had assisted the inebriated Duke to his bedchamber—a night she seldom allowed herself to dwell upon, given its improper implications.

On that peculiar afternoon two days after their incident, the Duke's behavior had deviated from the customary greeting. After offering her usual curtsy, Amelie prepared to continue on her way, but the Duke halted unexpectedly, merely a step away. All she could see was the polished leather of his shoes, a stark contrast to the plush carpet they stood upon.

The first time their paths crossed under the afternoon sun filtering through the tall windows of the corridor, Amelie's heart quickened. Forcing her gaze downwards in a display of deference, she executed a graceful curtsy, just as Maggy had thought her. The soft rustle of her gown was the only sound as she held her position, feeling the weight of the Duke's presence but not daring to meet his eyes.

"Good afternoon, Miss Huber," came his deep voice, resonating with a timbre that seemed to stroke the air itself.

"Your Grace," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper, as was proper for someone of her station when addressing nobility.

She sensed him pause, an expectant silence stretching between them—a moment teetering on the brink of something undefined. Would he speak further or simply walk away? Her heart thrummed against her ribs, each beat a drumroll to an uncertain conclusion.

Time seemed to elongate, stretching into an awkward silence that clung to her skin like a heavy shawl. Her body tensed, every muscle primed for a question, a command, any indication of his intent. Yet none came; he merely stood there, an inscrutable statue clad in finery.

Her mind raced with possibilities—had he remembered that night, had she committed some error, some breach of etiquette? But no reprimand was forthcoming, only the silent pressure of his proximity.

Finally, the Duke stepped back, his movements breaking the spell that had ensnared her. As he continued on his way, Amelie released a breath she hadn't known she was holding and mentally chastised herself for the unwarranted tension. From then on, their interactions resumed their former predictability, allowing the incident to recede into the background—a curious aberration in an otherwise orderly existence.

However, there was another strange occurrence unfolding right before her eyes. She had descended to the dining room to have dinner with Friedrich, who had just returned from inspecting his newly acquired lands. This was their first meal together in the dining room after some time. But without any warning or invitation, the duke decided to join them. It was also the first time she had ever witnessed him seated at the dining table with them.

The golden glow of the evening sun cast an opulent warmth over the high-ceilinged dining room, where crystal chandeliers shimmered above like frozen raindrops. Majestic portraits of the duke's ancestors gazed down with silent scrutiny from gilded frames, as Amelie took her place at the long, polished mahogany table.

She smoothed the fabric of her simple pale gray gown. The room's grandeur never failed to impress upon her the weight of history and tradition that it bore, a constant reminder of her own modest origins.

"Amelie, you look quite pretty this evening," Friedrich said with a warm smile, his voice a comforting timbre that eased some of the stiffness from her shoulders.

"Thank you, Friedrich. It is good to have you back," she replied, her words sincere as she met his kind, baby blue eyes. There was a camaraderie between them, born of shared experiences and mutual respect—a safe harbor in the sea of nobility.

As they began their meal, the familiar clinking of silverware against fine china filled the air, a soothing symphony to accompany the delicate flavors of the roasted pheasant and aromatic herbs. But just as Amelie reached for her glass of wine, the unexpected sound of heavy footsteps approached, heralding the arrival of another guest.

The Duke entered the room without prior announcement, his tall figure casting a long shadow as he strode towards the table. His dark hair, a touch disheveled, only added to the intensity of his amber eyes, which seemed to hold depths of unspoken sorrow.

"Good evening," he said in a measured tone that resonated with the authority of his station. His presence was like a sudden drop in temperature, the invisible but palpable chill of winter's first frost.

"Your Grace," Amelie managed, her voice a whisper of lace as she executed a perfect curtsy, exactly as Maggy had instructed. She felt the heat of his gaze upon her, though she dared not meet it directly, instead fixing her attention on the intricate patterns of the Persian rug beneath her feet.

"Please, join us," Friedrich offered, gesturing to the seat beside him with a welcoming hand. "We were just beginning our supper."

"Thank you, Friedrich." The duke nodded curtly and seated himself, his movements betraying none of the weariness that Amelie had seen in glimpses during his solitary wanderings through the halls.

With the addition of the duke to their company, Amelie felt the ease she shared with Friedrich retreat behind a veil of formality. Every bite she took seemed overly deliberate, each sip of wine a calculated gesture. The rich tapestry of flavors that Chef had woven into the meal lost its vibrancy under the duke's scrutinous observation.

"Friedrich, your return is most welcome," the duke's voice resonated with genuine warmth. "We've missed your presence at the estate."

"Indeed," Amelie added demurely, her eyes flitting to the Duke before settling on her plate, a modest portion of roasted pheasant untouched. She had mustered the courage to engage, yet the gravity of his presence stifled her attempts at conversation.

"Thank you both," Friedrich replied, his gaze briefly meeting Amelies before he turned toward the duke.

"I hope your inspection of the newly acquired lands yielded positive results," inquired the duke with a hint of expectation in his voice.

"Very much so," Friedrich answered, his blue eyes alight with enthusiasm. "The soil is rich and the location prime. It will serve us well."

As the exchange drifted away from the day-to-day affairs of the estate to politics Amelie felt herself recede into the background, a silent observer to the unfolding dialogue. The men's voices grew more fervent as they delved into matters of politics—a realm far removed from her own world, but one she found increasingly fascinating.

"It is regrettable that the victory celebration must be delayed," the Duke mused, swirling the wine in his glass thoughtfully.

"Indeed," Friedrich concurred, his brows furrowing. "But necessary, if we are to maintain peace."

Amelie's fork gently nudged the food on her plate, her appetite waning beneath the weight of the discussion. Her gaze inadvertently met the Duke's again, and this time she found herself captured by the intensity of his scrutiny. His stare was not unkind, yet it held a depth she could not fathom. Startled, she quickly lowered her eyes, feeling the heat rise to her cheeks.

She ventured another glance after a moment, hoping to find his attention diverted. But he was still watching her, those piercing eyes seemingly seeing through to her very soul. Amelie averted her gaze once more, a flutter of nervousness dancing in her chest.

"Your land acquisition is indeed cause for celebration, Friedrich," the Duke said, abruptly changing the subject. "I propose a toast in your honor later this evening. Perhaps we might venture to my study for a drink?"

"An excellent suggestion," Friedrich replied, raising his glass in a preemptive salute, his protective nature surfacing as he sought to steer the conversation onto less fraught ground. "Perhaps a game of billiards after supper? Or a walk through the gardens?"

His proposal triggered a memory, unbidden and vivid: the night she had helped him, disheveled and intoxicated, to his chambers. Her fingers had trembled as they worked at the buttons of his shirt, revealing the stark contrast of his skin against the dark fabric. The sight of the lipstick stain on his neck had been a startling revelation, a glimpse into a world far more risqué than she dared entertain.

The blush that suffused her cheeks now was one of embarrassment and intrigue. Amelie pressed her lips together, willing her composure to return as she imagined the kinds of raucous gatherings that might leave such marks upon a gentleman's person.

"Is everything to your liking, Miss Huber?" the Duke inquired, his tone laced with something that might have been concern—or curiosity.

"Quite," she managed, her voice barely a whisper. "The meal is exquisite, thank you."

"Good." A hint of a smile touched the corners of his mouth, and he raised his glass to her before turning back to Friedrich.

The remainder of the dinner passed in a blur of half-heard conversations and furtive glances. When the plates were cleared and the final sips of wine savored, Amelie felt as though she had been released from an invisible hold. The Duke and Friedrich excused themselves, their departure leaving her alone with her thoughts.

In the quiet aftermath, Amelie pondered the enigmatic Duke and the peculiar interest he seemed to take in her. There was a story behind those searching eyes, a narrative woven from loss and longing—this much she sensed. But what role she was to play in it, if any, remained a mystery.

As she rose from the table, smoothing the fabric of her gown with self-conscious hands, Amelie knew the evening had altered something within her. The Duke's unsettling attention had awakened a curiosity she could not quell, a desire to know more about the man who ruled over Naria und Wartenburg with a gentle yet firm hand.

Stepping into the corridor, the sounds of distant laughter and clinking glasses reached her ears. The estate was alive with hidden tales and whispered secrets, each waiting to be discovered. And somewhere amidst it all stood the Duke—a man who bore his sorrow like a mantle, yet whose eyes revealed a spark that belied his somber exterior.