Nate
I'm heading home now, I still can't believe what happened, I can't accept it, not for now
"Ahhm sir?" the driver spoke
"yes?" I'm not in the mood for any kind of conversation right now
"I couldn't find the chance to tell you this in the past few days but..." he's nervous but I waited for him to finish talking "on the day that ma'am Sarah passed away, she asked me to bring one person to her, she told me that it was her last wish, I believe the persons name is Jude"
I'm beyond shock, hearing that name made my heart swell with hurt, betrayal and as much as I want to deny it, it's swelling with love
"how? I- I don't understand...." why was she trying to find Jude? And how did she find him? I have so many questions
"she just gave me the address that day and asked me to bring him to the hospital no matter what. I'm so sorry for telling you so late sir"
"let's go home before we head over to that address" what am I doing? My mouth spoke before I could think, for the first time in a long time I felt nervousness spread all over my body
I changed to casual clothes at home, wearing black shirt, blue jeans with black rubber shoes
There's so many scenarios going on inside my head and so many what if's, what would Jude's reaction be if he sees me, will he speak to me or will he ignore me or... or... does he still love me....?
Wait what am I trying to do here? I don't know what's the purpose of me meeting him, what if he's married already and happy with his life, I don't want to ruin his life but, I need to know what Sarah told him
That's it, that's the reason why I'm meeting him