Lucian's pov;
I woke up very early in the morning. I just stared up at the ceiling thinking of what happened between the two of us. Our very first kiss_ although there was something bothering me, the fact that I almost hurt her, the way I pinned her, the way I grabbed her waist and thighs.... I used too much strength.
I slowly turned and looked at Hazel sleeping soundly besides me. It's just not fair that I get to have the most beautiful woman in the world and yet I still can't keep her safe nor I being around her.
I got up after my conversation, sat for a moment then headed to the shower. After stripping off my pj's, I turned on the warm shower and let it pour on me.
Suddenly an idea got in my head_that I should leave the kingdom for a while until I feel better.
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I had already ordered my best men to watch over my Hazel for me as I'm gone. My horse was prepared as I had said, it was now up to me to leave which ever time I want.
I headed to our chamber, and found Hazel still asleep. I didn't wanna leave like this either, but I don't have much of a choice.
I covered her properly, then kissed her cheek. "Please forgive me for doing this, I'm sorry, " I whispered then slowly walked away from her.
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I finally reached to my hidden headquarters, where I only went when I wanted to calm my demon, and collect myself.
The place was heavily guarded, since I don't want anyone to enter that has no permission from me.
Immediately the gates were opened, and I was taken to my chamber. In here I get the chance to do what I want. I found the room very clean, new beddings, carpets....
"Anything else you need sire? "One of the maidsevants asked keeping her eyes down.
I looked down at her due to her height.
" Yeah, call Rebecca out for me, tell her to come here ASAP, "I ordered.
" Yes his highness, "she said then they all bowed and closed the door after leaving me alone.
I just walked around, touching the new things. I then stood close to the window and stared at the beautiful scene outside.
I just smirked. " It's a good day to calm a demon, "I said to myself.
Then someone entered after my permission.
" Yes my Prince you called for me, "
I recognized the voice, it was Rebecca... Among my concubines.
I just turned, and stared at her. I was flabbergasted... She was dressed in too revealing clothes, I could see she didn't have any under garments on, then a long black silk robe and she let her hair down.
[Why is she so prepared] I asked myself.
"Yeah, I want us to fuck, " I said heading direct to the point.
She then smiled then bit her lower lip.
" You don't have to say it twice my Prince,"she said then closed the door behind her.