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It's two in the morning and we just left the club. It's officially Sunday. In just a few hours this will all be over and I can go back to my girl.
I'm buzzed as fucked right now. Julian, Adria, Penelope, Aspen, and I are hanging out in a private lounge room. I'm currently on the third floor and Millie is just above us, probably sleeping like the angel that she is. I miss her like crazy.
We're all sitting on a large, brown leather couch, Aspen is sitting on my lap while Adria is cutting lines of coke on the coffee table for each of us.
I snort my line of cocaine through my nostril, letting the powder take its effect on me.
Aspen rips off her shirt and red bra, leaving the top half of her body completely bare. She sits back on my lap but straddles me this time around. She interlocks her mouth with mine and grabs my hands guiding them to her ass. I hold onto each cheek while entangling my tongue with hers.
I hate this, I absolutely fucking hate this. I want this to be Millie on me. I hate myself right now, I almost feel like this deal isn't worth all of the unknown pain I'm inflicting on Millie.
I'm really feeling the effects of alcohol and coke right now, I'm just going with the flow of whatever Aspen is doing.
I see Julian stand up out of the corner of my eye, rubbing the back of his neck. I break away from Aspen's lips to look at Julian.
"Yo, uh.. I gotta go meet up with Steph." He says.
I could fucking kill this guy..he's about to leave me alone with three women to go see his girl. He wants no part of this just as much as I don't. I would do fucking anything right now to see mine. I envy this fucker and he knows it which is why he's giving me a sorry-ass look right now. I have to keep my cool right now, "yeah man, see ya later."
He leaves and I'm left with the three women.