Matteo's P.O.V.
I just stood there like a statue, frozen in time.
I was heartbroken at the scene I saw. My mate,partner, my soulmate, the most important person who will ever exist in my life, stood a few steps away from me and hugged one of my most trusted people.
Well, it's still too complicated for me why I feel safe with Jason, but my wolf trusts him and so do I.
But this scene broke my heart, I was angry with myself, with Jason, with my wolf, Axel, and although I don't want to admit it, I was probably the most angry with my love. How can she kiss another man who is not me so easily!!
I couldn't help arguing with my wolf:
" This is your most trusted guy? Really? How can you trust someone who is nebulously trying to take our mate away from us! What happened to your sharp instincts??"
I screamed in my head, I can't believe my wolf had to trust the one person trying to steal our pair! Axel was as angry as I was.
" He…how dare he! Hey, don't blame me, you trusted him as much as I did! But that's not important now! She's our mate, take her ! Kill him, kill that bastard, he has no right to touch what's ours ! "
Although I confirm what my wolf said, my rationality still remained in me, we can't stage a scene in front of so many people, we had to resolve it among ourselves: me, my wolf -- Axel and Jason.
"Don't worry Axel, we'll make sure
you stay away from our mate. "
I tried to calm Axel down before he decides to try and come out.
"That won't be enough! She is ours! We have to take her now! "
My feelings were out of control. I was jealous because Jason was just hugging my mate like it was the most natural thing in the world, but I was actually angry and disappointed in him for that very reason.
I felt my world shattered, my mate in the arms of another man. The storm raging in my heart did not want to stop, it grew stronger every minute. I felt my wolf trying to come out and pounce on Jason and kill him.
As I was trying to stop Axle from coming out, I suddenly felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It was my brother.
"Hey, are you still coming back? I need the things you brought really soon, if you really did. Or don't tell me you found your mate without telling me and now you're on your honeymoon."
Although he was joking - it was obvious, but I still felt that he really wanted what he said to be true. In vain, my heart sank upon hearing these words, the knowledge of the painful truth was worse than anything.
I wished he was right, I wished i could say:
You're right, I forgot to tell you because I was busy with my mate.,
or I wish I could deny the whole sentence.
Somehow I gathered the strength to say: "Don't worry, I have the things you need. I will come back soon, bye!"
I didn't have the strength to tell him the truth. I wanted to talk to Jason first, the sooner the better. I couldn't live like this: guessing what was going on between my partner and Jason. I felt like I was going to die if I didn't know what was between them. I just hoped it wasn't what I saw.
I can't hate my partner but i don't know how to face her if she is in love with Jason.
"She's in love with Jason", just thinking about it made my heart so painful that I felt like I was going to die.
Before I went crazy I texted Jason. :
''We have to meet. It's 8 p.m. today. In the forest as always. Be specific, we have something important to discuss!"