Today, too, I woke up sweating and got out of bed.
This can't go on like this.
Without being able to properly interact with Cyril, two weeks have passed before I knew it.
Of course, I've attempted contact several times. But each time, Cyril keeps avoiding me, just like on the second day.
If distancing myself from her would gradually cool off my feelings, that would be fine.
But it's not good if my feelings keep growing stronger. While it might not ignite into an explosion due to owing a favor, it's inevitable that they'll come to interact with me in the future.
So, it's best to remove the gunpowder and extinguish any romantic feelings.
To do that, I need to find a way to talk to her, but I've exhausted all normal approaches. Besides, Cyril herself is busy, so it's difficult to find time for just the two of us.
